Monday, June 29, 2009
Thank youI never expected my 500th posts to be something I am going to hold so dearly about. =]]As many have had heard by now that I was sick since 19th June 2009. It was one of the worst moment of my life where I was weak and sick; not sure what to do or even to see the sun the next day. It was my darkest time of my life, it was the dullest time of my life too. It was that bad of which you can think about.I was "bed-ridden" for 8 days. 8 WHOLE DAYS. I was having 40 degrees of high fever that can't subside. There seems to be NO ways that it can leave me. I seen 3 doctors and more than 12 packets of medicine, still my fever is 40DEGREES. I can't take the jab to subside the fever instantly because I am allergy to a kind of medicine that's found in the jab.I was at the "dead" end of my life, I was grouchy the moment I got up and the peaceful times were those time where I just laid myself on my bed and sleep. I can't eat, I cant swallow even my own saliva, what more to eat FINISH those antiboties. I didn't ate more than a cup of rice for that 8 days. I don't feel hungry at all! =]] All that I know was, I was tired, I was weak. I can't do much than to just open and close my eyes.Many had sent their regards over to me, which overwhelmed this "weak & sick" body of mine. I felt so loved when many would like to give me a visit. I felt that great blessings over that curse. =]] Thank you to all who spent their time and care over me and your prayer that fought through this journey with me. (especially thanks to Buddy and Ivyna)But above all, I would like to thank these group of people who stood by with me.
Grandma :
Thank you for showing that never ending, never dying love on me. Even when you are old and limited, thank you for showing the love that never end. Thank you for lavishing your love, care and concern throughout the days of my life, especially when I was so weak.Brother :
Thank you for caring for me through your sms and your concern with your actions. I felt so blessed and you are my life, my sunshine, my smile and my shelther through anytime of my life. Thank you so much. Dad :
Thank you papa for driving me around to see the best doctor. Thank you for being there patiently waiting for me. Thank you for loving me the way you know how. Thank you for giving me nothing but the best for my life. Thank you for caring for me through the nights. Thank you papa. Mum :
I will never have enough thnak you for you. I will never be able to comprehend what you have had done for me through the past 8 days. I can't forget those nights you sat down and fell asleep. I can't forget those moments when your hands are cold with cold water and ice to make sure my head is not over-heated. I can't forget those medicine times when you have to cut the medicines for me. I can't forget those faces that you showed over me. I can't.My family, you are my life. You are my strength and pillar of support when I needed most. I just don't have enough thank you to say to all of you. =]] I love all of you.
love,
daphne
2:06:00 PM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Busy Busy TimeI guess this is one of the most random post that I'm having. =]] I don't normally do that, but occassionally I will, yeah. =]] I have been really busy with lots of work in hand, knowing I am hold responsible for that 24 hours God gave me EVERYDAY. Many a moment I just want to complain but more often than that, I found myself giving praise for what I am given. It is just amazing, especially when you are walking in His will.Some random updates :1. I have start to work again, this time round is what I love all these while : Youth/Social Worker2. I am doing more for the Lord: more precise in Cell Group.3. I will embark my learning journey again: SIM (Bachelor in Social Work)For a moment, when I am here supposedly to be blogging, I have no idea what to write. =]] Nevermind, meantime just catch up for my next entry.love, daphne
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