Saturday, December 30, 2006
Although it is only a statement
Yet it happens to be so true
The best friend I ever had
I'm glad to say
I'm proud to announce
It is you.
You're there if I should need you
And you never turn away
I know I can fully depend on you
At any time of day
We've had our ups and downs
As nearly everybody does
As problems never last for long
With special friends like us
Some people have so many friends
With whom they spend their time
But no-one has a best friend
Who is as wonderful as mine
So thanks for always being there
Your friendship's strong n true
And I just want to let you know
Im always there for you!
11:34:00 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
I enjoyed the moment
It has been such a long time since I meet you two and I thank God that opportunities never cease when we are willing to meet once again. Calvin, I thank you for making yourself available immediately after you were asked. Your quick response was so much pleasing than promising to get back and never do so.
Indeed, sorry but to say, I felt so odd-out in the beginning when we meet. You came with Anders and both of your have the same interest, doing what both of you like; example will be going to the watch shop and also the food of which both of you like. I don’t really like pasta and I wasn’t hungry that very night though I had NO food before that. (Sorry Anders for telling a “lie” but I’m really not hungry) Nevertheless, Anders, I thank you for that treat again (which I don’t know why you treat me) and Calvin, thank you for sharing my food, else I will really be full to death.
We went shopping and walking around Plaza Singapura was really not a joke but the jokes came when you see what Anders get for Christmas presents for his friends. They are all weird stuff but self-claim is DIY presents and I have to agree that DIY presents are the best gifts anyone can give because they are all from the bottom of someone’s heart.
After that, we went to McDonald for a drink and once again, I need to thanks Anders for the drink though once again I said I DON’T want. I would like to thank you Calvin for “volunteering” to buy the drinks. We had a great chat that period of time too and I am sorry if I ever say something not pleasing to both of you about the “club”. Anyway, I promised I won’t ever mention any words towards it, be it nice or not nice.
We headed our different ways soon after which as it was late. The journey home was sweet and long because the day of mine ended with a bang from the both of you being who you two really are. I just want to take this chance to show me who you really are what you are really made of. Thank you.
Calvin
I just want to thank you for being so real and I really enjoyed going out with you because you are always beside that person walking alongside him/her. I am so glad to see how cheerful you really are and how much you enjoyed being in the presence of your best friend, Anders. I promised you I will mention not a word about her anymore in front of him because I know you dislike to see him sad, but I just want to tell you, though they are friends but to give up a feelings for someone is not easy. Calvin, may our friendship really go strong and I’m really looking forward to when we will meet up again. I just want to thank you so much for being so real a friend.
Anders, thank you for the meal and the drink and I owe you for that. May God bless you with all that you desire and take care.
1:46:00 AM
Friday, December 22, 2006
After so long of hesitating what should I blog on, I had decided to take this time to thank people who had really changes my life inside out in this year. I would like to thank you for all you had done and remember when you are down for once, I pray I will be the same you who had walked beside me when I was down. My pondering begins as I think how should I thank you ENOUGH for all your consistent effort especially as I remember Christmas is drawing near, I ought to give what I think is best to you.
Firstly, I want to thank my faithful God who has been there through and through the days of my life. When I was weak, I know He is strong to carry me through, when I was poor and hungry; He fed me with food that last forever not forgetting when I was sad, He planted joy that last forever. You are such an amazing God that as I reached my last year of my teens, I promise to give nothing but the best to You and to run this race at any cost for You. God, I know I am giving up a fair bit of my sleeping time to do Your work and brings You glory and certainly I am sure, You will restore my rest to what my body needs for sleep. Thank You Jesus for showing me the Cross of which You hang on. This is what I want to say to You my God, “On the Cross, You purchased me, my life no longer mine.”
My dearest daddy and mummy, I know you two will never come across my website to read what I had write about both of you, but nevertheless I still want to say I love you, and daddy I have had choose to forgive you for what you had done to the family and what kind of hurt of which you had implanted in my heart. My greatest desire now is to see us grow stronger than ever and love each other for who we are. Mummy, my life will never be enough to comprehend what you had done for me all these while, but still I want you to be proud of me for being your child. My daddy and mummy, I had discovered the best thing in my life besides knowing God is to have the both of you as my parents.
My beloved brother, Elvin, I recalled the very first day you enter to the army to serve the country I felt so sad (I don’t know why) and even before you leave I left the home with a heart that misses you so much. I love you boy for who you are though you may have had hurt me so much, yet I want to share with you, I had the best time growing up and having you by my side to play with me and enjoy childhood together. I will forever remember the day when you were only 3 and I held your hands to walk to Ah Ma’s house because we were chased out of the house. Let us get close together once again; I am waiting for you every weekend when you book out.
I have had a mother whom I love so much and certainly I have also a spiritual “mother” who loves me so much too and I love her as well. Auntie Phemie, I thank you for walking so close with me always, I know my life will never be the same again because you had planted so many seeds that started to grow and blossom in my life. There will be not enough thank you for you on the time and effort you had spent on me. I love you and I will be the light that shines for God and be the disciple who will make you proud of me and give glory to God.
You had given me a room to be who I want to be, a place to do anything I like to do and an atmosphere to cry how much I want to cry, I thank you Rachel. You have always been the quiet one but through the years I guess I had somehow won you in that area of life and I certainly thank you for teaching me to listen and look at problems with 2 ears to listen and just 1 small soft voice to speak and complain. Thank you dear for so much that you had poured in my life and I asked please let me be the “Rachel” you had been to me this time round and I love you no matter how black your sky is and how heavy your world may weighs now.
Suddenly I felt we had lost track with each other in-between the year and losing each other’s life, forgetting each other’s face except that familiar face I see on Sunday. Micelle I felt so guilty that I have had not spent enough time with you this year and we both had headed on with our busy schedules and really losing out in each other’s interests. I am sorry and I promised we will spend more time together and let us end this year with a bang for our friendship. I love you Michelle and I love you being who you are, nothing more and nothing less. Do not live in a world of how others are looking at you, but live in the temporary world of how God looks at you.
I love to be in your presence because you are just so blur and so fun to disturb on, but you are the consistent friend that I have known all these while. I thank you for sharing your burden of life with me and allow me to just walk alongside you and pray for you. Daryl, those tears in the dark is all seen by the One above. I really had appreciated you to stand with me in the darkest time of my life and to just watch me “cry”. Thank you Daryl and May our friendship grew on like never before and hold on to each other and may sure none of us fall.
My greatest gift of the year is to have known you better and get along closer. Karen, I am so just comfortable by your side being who I am, running a race for God in children ministry with you is the best reward because I have seen the unconditional love you are willing to pour out. I remembered the days you cried so hard and so badly, I remembered the day when you were “judged” / “criticized” by someone and I just to tell you I remember almost but not all the time we had spent with each other. Thank you for all that you had done for me in my life and I promised our friendship will never go astray just because of our different personalities’, but rather we will grow stronger because we are so different yet so much same.
I always admire both of you of the power of Love. Both of you had demonstrated how love can conquer every obstacle and taught me to see how God had loved us to send His One and Only Son for our sake. Kor Tommy and Jie Sharon, I would really like to thank both of you for opening my eyes to see love each time we meet up. Though I share very little with the both of you but I am really thankful that both of you had assured me so much that when I am down, I can always turn to the both of you. I am going to say it once more, I salute you and Joash is very cute.
I had been to a place of which I had learnt a lot from and moving on to look at life with a different sight. I just want to take this time to thank everyone in the India team 2006 for making that difference in my life. All of you had allowed me to shine and raise for God and I thank you for caring for me when I was weak. Like I had mentioned before but I would still like to do it once more.
Uncle Stanley, I thank you for teaching me the power to summit and humble down, in return of nothing but just the love for God. I really respect you who you are and I enjoy listening to your “life story” and make me thinks and ponder long.
Uncle James, I am so glad to have been in the team with you once again. You are a man I never thank enough because of what you poured out to Nehemiah 4. I am so glad to have known you better and am really inspired to play for God in adoration and worship unto Him every time I see you play your guitar.
Uncle Adrian, you are a person who I know least about yet someone who I am most comfortable with. Thank you for pouring out that fatherly love throughout the whole trip and I ought to thank you for allowing me to be a child in your presence especially the incident when we were on the auto-rickshaw and I requested to sit in the center and you were so willing to let me have my way. It may not mean anything to you but it means so much to me and I just like to encourage you that you will be able to inspire many more people by opening that door to hear once more.
Auntie Cheng Suan, it is so much a privilege to work with you in children ministry and I am so glad that God had changed my life to love the children more each and every week I serve. I thank you for giving this chance to serve and love God is a different way, and you are certainly a role model I always look up to, and I thank you that allow me to feel so much love.
Auntie Rosalind, I love you being so real and practical. You are someone whom I admire in the quiet place, and thank God for every moment we shared. You may not realized but you have had left irremovable footprints in my heart. I really appreciate you and thank you for allowing me to me in you.
Auntie Helen, I have a fact to share with you, I LOVE YOU. You are so sweet and lovely and you taught me a lot about humbling down to just enjoy God’s presence. One more important thing I had learnt from you is enduring for the comfort and benefits of everyone. God had showed me the difference between sleeping and resting, moreover you had demonstrated the differences for me.
Jie Rusyinni, you are so amazed in doing what the Lord had installed for you. It is always such a great experience running children program with you because you are so sensitive towards the needs of children. I ought to learn this from you and I thank you for allowing me to stand up and lift the banner of our Lord Jesus high in areas we are out serving together.
Jie Audrey, I am so admired by your adaptability with us. You taught me to see that it is more than me and me alone but everyone around me that concerns about me. You are awesome in your own ways and I appreciate and really thank God for allowing our friendship to cross as this is the best it will ever happen in my life.
Hui Yun, you are just so caring and loving towards everyone. Your care and concern had really overflowed me to tears whenever I see how you serve us in those disgusting wounds and you have no complaints towards anything. May you enjoy the love of God who will heal all the wounds.
YuShan, I saw that simple faith that believe and trust, the heart to just listen and enjoy. You taught me the meaning of childlikeness and I really enjoy my stay beside you. I just love you YuShan for who you really are.
This special group of people I would like to specially thanks is the wonderful team of mine whom we have worked together for a year serving the Lord together. It was so nice to work with all of you.
Jie Geraldine, a wonderful awesome leader whom I adore. Your working styles have changed so much throughout the year but your passion for the children just increases. It is so nice to be working and learning from you each time we time in 611.
Auntie Alice, I love the way you love the little ones. I just feel so secure within your arms and being love by you too. I love your attitude of giving and I really enjoy go shopping with you to buy presents for the little ones.
Uncle Roger, you are so wonderful in doing the children works, though at times quiet serious and also quiet crazy too, but I really see the love you have and the passion to drive you to another level for God.
Grace, working with you this beginning of the year was really an awesome experience because you simple just love children and enjoy playing with them. I have never doubt about your capabilities even when people may think you are young but you are really a great instrument for God.
ShanJie, it may not be long since you join us but you had a fantastic attitude towards serving. May God pours out more of Himself unto you so that you will be able to serve him in a higher level the coming year.
Last but not the very least person I want to mention here is Anders Tan. You have taught me a lot about being a well-organized person for events. You have your weak points in life too, but you are always strong and I am always so comfortable just listening to your CRAPS and nonsense. This time round here, I just want to thank you for allowing our path to cross and walking alongside me when I was really down. I thank you for being so “sweet” before I left for my trip and I ought to just thank you for telling me what you want for your birthday, else I will have a big head buying you a gift on your 21st birthday. Our friendship may not be everyday conversation or daily meeting each other but certainly our friendship is one that grows in the heart. I really appreciate you as my friend and may you be rooted in the Word of God more. You are someone I have so much to talk about but I will just remain silence and be thankful for who you are.
Thank you everyone here that have had made my life so sweet and wonderful in this year. I really appreciate you all from the bottom of my heart. It is true I love you all who you are in my life. Thank you.
9:29:00 AM
