Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Is all about feelings
It comes at the blink of my eyes
It disappears when I cry
Easily it comes
Naturally it goes
Is it like?
Is it infatuation?
Is it love?
No man can explain those feelings
'cause everyone loves that
To be loved and to love
No man will ever want to be alone
Kneel and break down I cried
Again
Tears flow
Yet I know
Is part of my growing up
I will not jump to conclusion ever again
Saying "I like you" or "I have infatuation on you"
With the peace within me
I have the strength to just accpet you as FRIEND
*If you are someone whom i had let down
*I am sorry.
*I had grown up through Christ
*I know we can be friends and He is the Only One who can choose my partner
*I hope you will accept me as friend and never show the wall of fear again
*Nor the fear of stepping to my life
*Sorry and thank you
12:13:00 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
It was never the same again
As if the old disappear and gone forever
The Spirit touches and changes me
As i lay down my life for the joy of the Living God
His blood came and swept off my sins
No more rooms for me to even think of letting go
His grace, His mercy will be with me till eternity
I am not waiting for the end times to come
As an incident, or events that's gonna happen
I am waiting for my Lord Jesus Christ returns
Knowing i will never be standing in solitude
I pray Lord teach me to love you more
To walk in Your delight
For You had walked and lead the way for me
Hear my cry that plead for rain
Ready is me before You
Heavenly Dad
See the heart that You mould
The child whom which You had transformed
She is all the way now to do what You desire her to do
As I come before You Lord
Come to Your child everyday
Send Revival
Lord I belong to You
Now and forever
Abide in Your love
Till i see You
Jesus use me
Love Christ FOREVER!
2:14:00 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
For You Lord Jesus
A life i give it unto You
To mold and to change
Commited to put it in Your hands
Covenant I made unto Thee
I love You is what I wanna say
No power or authority
Can ever take me away from Him
For the Light of the world is You
I fear of nothing
As the cross shows
I learned to love
Purest Light
He let me see again
Strongest Fire
He teach me to live again
God promised
Never to leave you nor forsake you
Promise to God-The Greatest Commission
Tell the world that Jesus live
10:37:00 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
Slience motivation from HeavenA thought of you came when i realised least
Seeing you was my greatest desire
Emotions overwhelmed me
Desires get me in to it; That's it!
Found out 17 years of rubbish
I could not feel but to admit
Yet i found a place to turn,
Change all over again
Beliving or not,
He loves me so much that He gave me
a SECOND chance
13 September 1987 I was brought to the world14 December 2001I was brought to the Kingdom13 September 2005I renewed His love and share it with the worldI tried so hard to think I would be loved by you
Day and night wishing and hoping
It never comes true,
It was never real.
Though I thought was possible
Yet you never agreed
Finally
I came to realise
Foolish was me to hope and to wait
Wondering if i let go,
Am i standing in solitude again?
13 September 2005
Again I made it
I promised the One in Heaven
I surrender, I give up!
He.. IN-CHARGE.
I saw myself with tears running down
Not just the pain of it
Yet more of the joy that i had overcome it
Making a real tough decision
I choose to wait upon the Lord
13 September 2005
My covenant renewed
No more foolish and rubbish acts
Just a pure and faithful heart to Him
Commiting myself to serve Him only
Lord, i give you my best years.
13 September 2008Will i then invite you in my life again.Meanwhile, I bid goodbye To the power of Humans' love!
6:11:00 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
A point of pain is gone
Replacing with the power of love
A point of holding on disapper
Taken over by the strength to waiting for
It hurts no longer to think of you
I'd learnt to let go
Cause in doing so, I found my purpose
I found my everlasting love
His joy overwhelmed me
His love covers me
His strength; my source.
Thank you for those time
Lord I wait upon you.
10:40:00 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
The tears that hurt my eyes and my heart
Again we crossed one another's life
You just walked
This time I am very sure you didn't realise I was there
It wasn't so much of pain yet more of disappointment
Seeing you just walked passed
There is nothing much I can do
I knew I didn't turn back and look at you the second time
Not because my feelings for you is gone
But because I want a breakthrough this time
Again you walked passed me without realising i was there
I stand there, alone
When you walked passed the thousands around you.
Emotions run through me
My being in the cosy of your presense
With my eyes closed, I hear your footsteps.
I feel a calm solitude,
A beautiful separation.
I am awed by the beauty around me because of you.
Being isolated from the fallen world,
Is so purifying.
Isolated from everything unexciting;
Away from ugliness & degradation,
Alone in a beautiful world.
Yet when you step in,
You turned your face away from me.
I know I am not the perfect girl you are looking for
Forever I'll never be the idea one
Because you never take the chance for yourself to step into my life
I cried within myself
I knew I can hold no longer
Letting you go
My prayer I leave with you
Silent prayer for you unto Him
To you my friend.
7:03:00 PM
