Thursday, July 28, 2005
The thorns slit you with your every move.
& you bleed a little from the wounds.
The searing pain that you feel.
Can you take it?
Do you now know how it feels?
The pain that I bore for you the whole while.
I kept it secret.
I hid it within me.
Pretending that it didn’t hurt.
& I’m watching you go.
Watching you move through the thorns that pierced you unmercilessly.
All I could do was pray & hope that you make it to your destination.
Despite the wounds you caused in me.
I watched in tears, helpless.
As you’re walking farther & farther away from me.
& I’ll turn my back & send you my love through this silence.
7:02:00 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Am I too sensitive
Or are you just acting the way I am thinking
Did I over-react
Or is you who change the situation
I may say the wrong thing
I may had done something wrong
I may hurt you
But remember I am human-prone to mistakes
No words can describe your actions
No words can express how hurt I feel
No words can replaced what was said
No words can take over
What is "Sorry"
What is "Thank you"
What is "I appreciated"
What are all these
Daphne stop lying to yourself
Stop dreaming
Stop wondering
Continue this journry
Is time to let go
Is time to let God
Is time to surrender
Is time to say, "Lord, I am sorry for I had sinned again."
Letting you go maybe the toughest action
Letting you go maybe the most painful act
Letting you go maybe a regret
Letting you go maybe foolish
BUT
Letting you go, means: You are free to fly
Letting you go, means: Happiness is in your hands
Letting you go, means: I'll be happy if you are
Letting you go, means: You are NO LONGER part of me!
Tears may flow
Heart may break
Time may not heal
Yet time allows God to reveal
The tears of fire flowing down my cheeks
It burns my skin; Is painful
Don't get near; Dont share my burden
7:01:00 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
Is not about fear
Is about anxious
Is not about falling
Is about increasing
Is not about you
Is about us
Is not about problems
Is about handling
Is not about growing
Is about learning
Is not about avoiding
Is about facing
Nehemiah 4 will rise up and soar like eagle
Waiting upon the Lord
Trusting in Him
Knowing we will OVERCOME through Him
.:Amen:.
7:51:00 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
A moment I waited for
That moment was just lovely
Giving the chance to say Hi
Looking through your eyes
I felt secure
Having the feel of your smile
I know life is worth living
Your words are just what I am waiting
You are what I desire
Through moments and moments
With love, pain and hatred
Through time and time like these
I found the reason why I'm fighting here
You may not know
You may not even understand
You may not feel it
But I'll always be there
I somehow felt you are just the one
I somehow hold the fact you will be the one
I somehow foresee the one is you
I'll wait for you the way you waiting for someone! :)
5:48:00 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
dazing at that moment of love
wondering at those time of happiness
enjoying the peace
thinking what will happen next
love is just beyond description
beyond what you and i can think or imagine
we have no idea what will happen next
love is just so risky
i am willing to wait
i am willing to surrender
i am willing to show
i am willing to say, "I LOVE YOU."
6:37:00 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Just that moment
I knew how much you meant to me
I understand how much I love you
I foresee what the future will hold
Yet I surrender for is not my plan, my future. Is Yours!
He who allows us to meet, is great
He who knows, understand
He who leads, planned
He who give, Love!
I love you yet I choose to surrender
I miss you yet I choose to think others
I talked about you and will pray for you
I want you provided He agrees!
In this world, we meet and know one another
In this land, we help and encourage one another
In this island, we shall see the beauty of Him
Yet in Heaven is where I am waiting for!
Living water
Flying angles
The King, The Lord
I am waiting
Just for that moment
E** I will miss you
I shall love you
Certainly praying for you.
God, the Maker shall decide if I have you
From then, I surrender my key to Him
I will wait on Him
To provide the guy....
I wish for that moment of my life
God will provide you to be there
To encourage and guide me
For that moment, is what I am waiting for!
6:05:00 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
When I felt you are so far
I realised you are in my heart
When I see you there in my heart
The world just seem so small.
When I felt you are far,
I close my eyes and touch my heart
Pumping for you,
I realised you are near!
Give me a chance,
To tell myself, "girl, you are just so fortunate."
Out of billions, I got the best!
Boy, give me this chance.
Those 3 words just seemed so meaningless
Yet when the opportunity comes
Those words just become the toughest words
My mouth just had to zipped for that moment
Till the right time I will say,
"I love you!"
When I felt you are so far.
In my heart is where you are!
When I felt you so far
I will close my eyes and know where you are!
Give us each a chance
An opportunity to soar and rise
A choice to love
And a permission to stand one anothers' nonsense!
A place to stand
A moment to enjoy
A future to tell
A past to forget!
Give us each a chance
A chance to love
Give us each a chance
You may never know we can both love
When I felt you are so far,
I'll just close my eyes
Give me this chance
To find you in my heart!
7:21:00 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
The moment I waited for
Hoping you turn your back and see
I cried all day long
Wishing you will come
I dreamt of you day and night
You are over me
I imagine you right beside me
Wow..The feeling was just great
I am going crazy
I cant hold on anymore
I'll die any moment
Cause I am suffocating
I am holding
I am keeping
Just let me go people
My best regards,
Dear E. I love you.
8:49:00 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
-How I wish-
Under that scorching sun
I was thinking
Thinking of how to love you
How can I have you
Crying inside
Praying hard
Yet nothing seems to work
Why can I have you
Thought we were possible
Yet in the crowd
We just walked passed each another
Without knowing we met
Always looking ahead
Wondering behind
Standing beside
But all I know, You are not here!
Do you know I exist?
Do you know I'm here?
Do you know I care?
Do you know I love you?
Memories are not what I desire
Enjoyment is not what I seek
Fulfilling is not what I need
The future is what I want
Just like the sun, the moon and the stars
Shinning brightly in the sky
Daphne cant live without you
How I wish: I survived.
I failed
I fell
I cried
I almost die
Yet without changing the fact
I don't have you
Without spelling the reality
You are not here for me
How I wish
You are here
How I wish
You paint the future with me
How I wish
HOW I WISH
4:55:00 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
ENOUGH
Is not about stress
Is not about pain
Is not about telling you how I feel
Is about how to handle
Is about problems
Is about worries
Is about illness
Is about me
I am tired of this
I am sick of rubbish
I had grown to endure
Worst, I had started to hate
No words can describe
No actions can show
No feeling can be expressed
Nothing can help
No one can help
Let me go
To a place I long for
Till then; We will meet again
-Understand-
-Doubt so-
-Nevermind-
-You are just not me-
10:14:00 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
Father is for You
As You draw me nearer
I felt Your presence closer
I know You better
And I need You forever
Standing here before You
Crying "Abba Father"
I saw You picking me up
Saying "I love you, Daphne"
There is no better words
No better actions
Than this
"Jesus, here I am, take me"
8:52:00 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
40 Days Fasting
In this quiet moment
I'll be seeking the Most High
In these days
I'll be worshipping the Holy One
In quietness
I'll meet Him
In Holiness
I'll see the beauty of Him
Father mould and change this heart
To which it pleases You
Lord set me apart
For which I can make a difference
Perfect God
Sinful Me
Forgiving Father
Forgiven Daughter
7:19:00 PM
