Many people around me seems so interested to know that I am attached, to know that I have chosen someone who they believe will/can love me. I mean everyone seems just so happy and wants to know more, simply just more about what we are going through. I am here just to update something short and random. =]
It is simply just so tough for me to allow someone true to enter into my life and have a hold of it. I mean people who know me and know me well, they often labeled me as the "tough shell to crack". This is quite true becuase I keep a lot of things to myself. This has thus been the BIG PROBLEM between the both of us, because I can't use words to express out to him many a time (most of the times). We have bad quarrels and arguments even to the stage of breaking off. His friends mentioned to him that I am naive and foreseeing we won't last at all (LAUGH OUT LOUD, HE HAS SUCH A FRIEND). I thought of breaking up, because it just seems tough for him to believe me and his friends (2 different views).
Well, Daphne has changed for a boy she loves! She tries her best to talk things out. Thank God, things are much better now. We are back to the HONEYMOON stage. (BTW, both of us believe that HONEYMOON period can/will last as long as both parties wants it to be). Instead of getting further apart,we got closer. Instead of ending this, we fight on.
I am super thankful for having such a boyfriend. He may not be the best that what others thinks he is, but he is the best for me. He is someone who loves me, someone who pampers me, someone who dotes me and surely someone who gives in to ALL my nonsense. He is someone who dare to fight for me, dare to make a different in my life and well, dare to be the only one for my life. I am really thankful. I just want to support this boyfriend of mine who is so capable. He is working to earn money, he is studying to gain knowledge, he is serving in Usher Ministy as a LEADER and today he is the CHIEF USHER for the service *SO PROUD OF YOU DEAR* and lastly, he is also an active helper or is it a POTENTIAL CELL GROUP LEADER? Above all, he still tries his best to provide quality and quantity time with me.
WHAT MORE CAN I ASK? I AM A HAPPY GIRL
I have a boyfriend who is willing to help me clean away my medicure. I have a boyfriend who is willing to put medicated oil on his hands to rub my tummy when I am sick. I have a boyfriend who is willing to eat my leftovers. I have a boyfriend who is willing to stay up late and sleep less. I have a boyfriend who is willing to kiss me despite me being sick. I have a boyfriend who is willing to the man I dream of.
THANK YOU DEAR. YOU ARE THE BEST *he looks funny*
Love, Daphne
9:32:00 AM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Updates
After my 21st birthday, I'm really amazed by the love of God in His people. I never felt so blessed until I chose to look upon the Blesser who provides the blessings, and instead it is more than what I can think or imagine. =] I spent quite a bit on my birthday, but nevertheless, the rewards(presents/money) I received back is more than what I have had spent. God is faithful and He is good.
Many gifts that I want was granted; example: My Lists of LIST! 1. Drum Set - GRANTED (THANK YOU SO MUCH) 2. Nicer clothes - GRANTED (ED-Hardy T-shirt/ Espirt Jacket) 3. Some pampering vouchers - GRANTED (Captial Land Card & many more) 4. Some impacting books which I should have! - GRANTED 5. Jewellery - GRANTED (By Dad,Mum,Bro & Dear) 6. Money - GRANTED 7. A watch - GRANTED (2 WATCHES - Espirt Limited Edition & Titus) 8. Ed-Hardy Jacket - Semi GRANTED (Voucher) 9. Perfume - GRANTED
I received bears as well, and many many more. I'm just overwhelmed by the gifts. Thank you so much for coming to witness this special day with me. I believe with God, I am moving from glory to glory with Him and my prayers and desires for you stay the same that you will be blessed and continue to put God first in everything you do, surely He will not shortchanged you. God is faithful to you and to me. =] After a week of preparing and planning for this day, and after long hours of making this day, I am sure to say I am happy with my birthday.
Is time to work. I got a job as a telemarketer which will allows me to be a planner! Well, I am considering if I should be a planner as well, but in the meantime, I will try to do well in the test which is happening on 3rd Oct. *Do pray for me* Working there has just been great especially when they do pay quite a good sum of money. Anyway, if God allows and if He does open the door, I will sure to be the head and not the tail. Let God has His way and I will follow.
Alright, I think many people is waiting for me to announce this. But before I do, I just have a few words to say!
Boys/Pals/Men (whichever you categorize yourself) I am super thankful that I have given my best life to God, to serve Him and to know Him. I was tempted in many ways to fall and break my vow, but God is good and gracious, He carried me through those toughest moments when I ought to fight with those feelings ALONE. Today, as I look back in my life, I thank all of you (guys) who have had once lavished your love, care and concern on me. I am thankful. I can't deny I do fought with myself till the day I accepted him (my BF now) who to choose and who can give me a better future. All of you are the best I can ever have, and certainly I do believe God will give you (guys) better girl than me. Thank you so much for being there for me during my growing up years (from when you know me). I pray that you will bless me and we will continue to be friends and friends that last forever. *I believe I have a very "open-up" boyfriend, which means we can still go out together if time allows.*
To my dearest one and only boyfriend I am sorry for rejecting you 4 times before I do accept you because I still struggle if I am the best for you (vice versa). Certainly, I won't go for second best in life, but like I often shared with you, I can't bear to see me hurting the others around me. Many had "love" me longer than you had and many had knew me better than you do, thus at the back of my mind, I often wonder why you like me!
-Is the past. I have chosen you. Period.-
I know I am not perfect but I have always try to be the best I can to you, yet time and time again, we still do quarrel over tiny mini stuff. Anyway, I just want to say "You are what I am proud of today!" I will love you till I don't know how.
I am attached as of 19-09-2008 1841hr. Alex + Daphne = ALdaphnEX??
Before I leave, I want to whine, I hate the growth of my wisdom tooth. I am afraid of the surgery! I am scared and I can't bear the pain! HOW? WHERE IS MY BOYFRIEND??
With Love, Daphne [-A-B-C-D]
10:29:00 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
Thank you
I cant believe that day just passed by in that blink of my own eyes! I enjoyed myself and surely all my money paid off. I have so much I want to say about that day, but I think there won't be enough for me to just write it out and I have no idea how I can do it.
I mean this post will be a short one for I just want to thank everyone and I mean everyone who wished me and was there to spend time with me. I simply enjoyed myself to the best I know how! I want to thank my family for being there to support and guide me through, my friends who are there to help me through my preparations and certainly all my guest who were there to wish and bless me. I am a happy child, a thankful child (I mean young lady).
As I moved on in life, I just going to believe my life will be great.
PS. Photos will be uploaded soon, meanwhile, enjoy these 2 videos :P
-done by Mark- My growing up years Fr
From my beloved CELL GROUP - LOVE YOU ALL
I try to get myself attached soon. :P -that's my wish?-
Love, Daphne
6:43:00 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
The LONG awaited moment
Finally, the day of freedom has arrived! I have a mixed feeling of joy and lost, joy in a way that I believe I am in a new phrase of my life, thus there ought to be a new beginning with new challenges, but yet as lost because I don't know what to expect. Anyway, since I have been living by faith, I ought to continue to live by faith.
It's like the 10th hour to the new beginning and I am so glad that there are so many people who had wished me "Happy Birthday". I mean this is the little things that I truly appreciate. :P Anyway, I really wish I could receive a lot of birthday cards so that I can read them and look upon my past 20 years of my life and thank God for those moments.
Anyway, I hope to see more people this birthday though many had already turned me down, but despite of all, I believe I am just going to enjoy myself. :)
Thank God for today. It is not just my birthday It is God's special day too For because I am special to Him.
-short "poem" to cheer me on- A moment like this I wonder will it ever seized Welcoming more hugs and kiss Knowing I will grow old and be teased Nevertheless, such time will never pass by; least Happy Birthday to me
Love, d.
10:11:00 AM
Friday, September 05, 2008
Count Counting Counted DOWN
It is about a week more to my FREEDOM years (not saying as if I was all along in bondage, but rather is what others said, "Freedom, GOT KEY LE"). Preparation for your own birthday is never fun, thus is good that you ask people to plan for you. Though is never fun, but it will always be an enjoyable thing to do; learn to love yourself, pamper yourself and surely the ways to save yourself (your face - bringing the best you can to others).
Recently, all my closed ones have their little secret talks that I can't hear. =[ I know many and I mean MANY of them are planning surprises for me, especially those little/big cards that may make me cry. I felt lonely when they did that to me, but I know is for my own good and they want to bless me and love me! *Good things worth the WAIT*
My Lists of LIST! 1. Drum Set - GRANTED 2. Nicer clothes - I think will be granted! 3. Some pampering vouchers -Facial, Slimming down - PENDING 4. Some latest CDs - PENDING 5. Some impacting books which I should have! -PENDING 6. Jewellery - GRANTED by daddy and mummy 7. Camera, PSP, MP3, Handphone - will it be granted? 8. Money - GRANTED, I am SURE by my family. 9. A watch (metallic/ Baby-G) - will it be granted? 10. Ed-Hardy Jacket - will it be granted? 11. Perfume - will it be granted? 12. Bags - will it be granted? 13. Computer or Laptop! :P - will it be granted? 14. Family's peace, salvations, joy and love - SURELY WILL COME TO PASS 15. To serve God in ways He wants me to be in. CG/ Children! - SURELY WILL COME TO PASS
*My grandson KELVAN LIM KC, to do something really sweet for me! - A BIG CARD* *Maybe a boyfriend to settle me down!* GRANTED/NOT GRANTED?
I think I did ask a bit too much, but is 21st, who cares! :P By the way, don't get me things that I cant keep, for one of my wish is that I can keep the present or use the present for as long as I can, even if it is a card! Anyway, I shall not mention more, remember what touches your heart to bless me, I will be moved! I love what's from the heart!
YOU ARE INVITED HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to DAPHNE VENUE : ANG MO KIO COMMUNITY CENTER DATE : 13 SEPTEMBER 2008 TIME : 6 - 10pm CUT CAKE : 8 - 8.30pm THEME : YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE, THE BEST OF YOU - PRINCE AND PRINCESS
