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Monday, December 31, 2007


It is so much a fact that what you are today was measured by how you were yesterday. I grew up from a very messy family background that love was never the bottom solutions towards resolving problems, rather fights, quarrels, loudness, hatred were what that proves you stronger than the other party. I grew up yearning for love, for someone who will care and show me the whole world and lift me up with his love. I thank God for these people because with them, I am here today. I certainly would like to thank God for choosing me out from the pit of hell, to the promised land of Heaven.

I know I have a very big problem when I come to handle with emotions. I would often be lured into my own feelings and emotions when I know someone treats me very good. Maybe this is the way I seek for attention and when someone can do so, I want to get a little closer. I KNOW THIS IS WRONG. I fell once again before I closed this chapter of my life, but I know I can seek forgiveness in God and be willing to change and repent.

To you:
I am sorry for showing my emotions too early. I know I was pushy and I demand an answer but now all I know, nothing of these will be important anymore. I just hope we will be friends and I pray that you will rise up to occasions when God prompts you to. I wish you every success in everything you do and getting to the main point, if God really set us for His glory, He will put us through again, meantime, let us be friends and siblings in Christ.

To God:
I am really sorry for taking control over what I shouldn’t be doing. I should trust you in providing me with someone of great values and someone who is great for my life. I should be slow in feelings and fast to Your voice and prompting. I know You want me to be wise and to understand why You allow me to walk through such life journey. (Ephesians 5: 15)

To Myself:
I am sorry for making a fool out of myself, but I know there is no wrong in showing affections and love unto someone. I rather give away my pride than to live with regrets. I still love myself no matter what I have had done wrong, and I know God is a forgiving God. In this New Year, it will be a harvest time for myself to be back on fire for God, and until and unless you think I can be your helper, I will never fall into emotions again. May God be my judge this day.

Someday my Prince will come – John 14:3
Daphne Chloe Faith


11:45:00 AM

Sunday, December 30, 2007


I just hope there will be such a change in me that I won't fall into "emotions-feelings" that fast.
I can't imagine seeing myself missing you daily yet all I can do is/was to wait.
I wonder if you will ever turn your head and heart to me days down the road of your life?
I wish you would tell me the answer now than to make me wait for nothing.
I pray that all I know was LOVE.
I dreamed that my life will be such a great one with you by me.
IS ALL ABOUT ME!

WHAT ABOUT YOU?
Are you willing to paint a future that's called ours?
Are you taking me to where you always want to be?
Are you holding my hands till eternity?
Are you putting me into your daily activities?
ARE YOU?


How I wish I know the future, but today with such statements and questions, I can only use my faith to exchange the answers in time to come.
May God be in the center of us!

Love you,
Daphne Chloe Faith

10:31:00 PM

I woke up from a very disturbed feeling in my soul. I just can’t sleep any longer even when I slept at 3am the night before. I just knew I got to wake up and pray, pray against all malevolence feelings. I knew I have to pray for my family. I don’t want too but then I don’t have a choice when God puts me through such a prayer moment. I stood, intercede and I knew nothing happened before my eyes, but I know something great has happened in the unseen realm; spiritually monarchy.

I felt unjust, irritated and disgust by the feelings I was overwhelmed with. This was not the first incident that had happened. Throughout the past 20 years of my life, I have had encountered such pain over and over again, but each time when I have to go through, I grew stronger out of it. I knew God’s purpose for me in my family, but so many a times, I was caught hold by my own feelings and blamed God for putting me into such situation.

I want to apologize to you. I know you are there to comfort me, and you were there to listen to my whining this morning and yet got a whole stack of rubbish from me, because I chose to let pessimism control me. I am sorry. I know you care; I know you want to see me victoriously be lifted up by God. I am sorry for being harsh and took your love for me for granted. I would also want to thank you with all of myself for being there to stand by me. I know I can’t be a great pal unto your life but I just want to be a friend you always been to me. You opened my eyes to see the insights of a better future in God. I can’t express enough gratitude towards you, nor my heart felt sorry for treating you that way. I just thank God for you in my life.

*Wish you could be there for me always*

Today has marked as the best day for my life because in this year, 2007, I guess because I heard the best sermon. On the last service, I received such good message from the Lord; I just knew I am truly blessed by Him as I close the year. Remember, how you start your new year is how you closed your current year. I thank God I closed it with a bang; reflections time is tomorrow night, with prayer and fasting.

Today’s messaged in CHC by Pastor Tan is about Change. Even “he” thinks that the messaged was planned and preached to me. I believe it is so too.

Change is necessary for growth. For in changes, you found the direction of which you should be taking and certainly the actions that are required to follow through. No one loves changes because so many a times, it is painful but without change, we will always be where we are. You don’t wish to see yourself behaving like a child 50 years down the road. Our lives is one continuous change, change is inevitable.

Have you ever thought what REPENT means? It is form by 2 words. Re and Pent. Re is a prefix which means go back to something and Pent while on the other hand is a description of a highest place, an upper level of thinking and getting in lined with the thoughts of God.

I love what Pastor Tan shared. “Our greatest enemy of change is tradition.” I pondered and wondered how true this is, when we are unwilling to change because we are so into a series of traditions. We are not ready to step out of the comfort zone to a new place where God has set for you and me. You want to see yourself deeply in love with God, be ready, stand up and prepare for changes in life.

I pray that in this New Year, we will be ready to change. Take away your old self, the self of PRIDE that told you, you don’t have to change, the self of FEAR that told you, you can’t succeed if you change, the self of REBELLION that told you, you must go against what’s right, the self of LAZINESS that told you, nothing needed to be done if you are tired and the self of IGNORANCE that told you it is bliss. My dearest ones, unless you stepped out to changes, nothing in our lives will prosper. We can do NOTHING without God’s power and strength.

HINT
ONLY TWO GROUP OF PEOPLE DON’T CHANGE, FOOLS AND DEAD MAN.
FOOLS DON’T CHANGE AND DEAD MAN CAN’T CHANGE.

I just want to end of sharing; “Your ability to lead the change will determine your success in life.” You have the power to lead the change, so please wake up from your dreamland by allowing changes to lead you.

I will update again those changes that I will be marking in this New Year. Meantime, stay tuned and be blessed.

*I wish I could love you and start life differently but unless I am rooted back to God and His word, I won’t fall for you again. My crush for you has come to an end, but I believe our friendship has just began. My covenant will end on 13th September 2008*

Love is to see you happy and I will be; to cheer you on when everyone is against, to give the best of me when I know I will receive nothing. Love is about sacrificing, Love is about waiting. Love.

Love,
Daphne Chloe Faith


12:33:00 AM

Saturday, December 29, 2007


Things have started to go the other way once again. I have no idea why, but I chose to believe everything that has happened, it did came for good. I have no control towards almost all things in life, but I do have the power to handle my emotions and the power to pray to a Mighty God who can do wonders.

In this world, there are certainly many people who are against you, not because they hate you, but because they want to be like you, yet they can't. They are jealous over your life for everything. I've learnt to give it unto God believing no one can judge me except Him. Don't allow people's words to affect you.
*Most importantly, don't let your words affect yourself*

Stop telling me what love is all about, stop saying how love should be! I came from a broken family and I certainly know what LOVE is. Stop telling me what I should do before I can fall into LOVE. I am a grown up child, I can make my own decision and handle the consequences. People, I don't wish to take things for granted anymore, I want to make the best out of what God has given me.

Never take life for granted
Whatever comes your way,
Just grasp it in both hands
And enjoy it every day.

Sometimes sorrow comes your way
Blocking out the light,
That's the time to pray and
To know you'll win the fight.

Life is but a journey
Through mountains, hills and vales
We cannot have the sunshine
If we have no rain and gales.

So enjoy each precious moment,
And always give your best
Remember keep faith in God
Then you'll be truly blessed.

In God, I believe.
In God, I trust.
In God, I surrender.

*Read Psalm 23 and be REFRESHED*
The Lord is my Shepherd
THAT'S RELATIONSHIP!

I shall not want
THAT'S SUPPLY!

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures
THAT'S REST!

He leadeth me beside still waters
THAT'S REFRESHMENT!

He restoreth my soul
THAT'S HEALING!

He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness
THAT'S GUIDANCE!

For His name sake
THAT'S PURPOSE!

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the
shadow of death
THAT'S TESTING!

I will fear no evil
THAT'S PROTECTION!

For thou art with me
THAT'S FAITHFULNESS!

Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me
THAT'S DISCIPLINE!

Thou preparest a table before me in the
presence of mine enemies
THAT'S HOPE!

Thou anointest my head with oil
THAT'S CONSECRATION!

My cup runneth over
THAT'S ABUNDANCE!

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all the days of my life
THAT'S BLESSING!

And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
THAT'S SECURITY!

Forever
THAT'S ETERNITY!

rgds,
DCF

10:41:00 AM

Thursday, December 27, 2007


Daphne is desperate and would like to be like her! Look at her B**Bs.. Is sinking! This is the Daphne you have yet encounter yeah, there are more to come.


Back on track, I have had the best Christmas party with them, my angels. Though it was a belated one, but nevertheless, it was so much fun in stored in it. Their presence, laughters and joy are what's more valuable than the sharing and giving! I love catching up with them, I love being just with them. They love me for who I am, no matter how much I whine, how much nonsense I have, they just accept me and love me more! Thanks my dears. I love you all always.

*Let pictures speak for itself.


After our early, fulfilling dinner at Manhantten Fish Market, we decided to chill a little near the Singapore River. The view was nice but the smell was bad. Well all of these weren't the factors to the joy we have had in each other's presence.




After chilling and camera whoring session, is time for the fun thing for the night. We thought of going for a drink but we decided to bunk into a coffee house at the end of the day. For most of us, we ordered Mojito. Anyway, the highlight of our gathering was to celebrate Christmas together. Though it maybe a belated one, but still we LOVED it. You must be wondering how much blessings we have, look at the smile on our faces. It explains it all. This is the UNSINKABLE Ship.

We all have to buy a gift that's below $10 for gift exchange and look at the nicely wrapped present from each one of us and the treasure in it. Look at the contented, smiling face of them, won't you just wish to be as blessed as I am with pals like them. They are the pillars of my house! Each one of them is so precious and important to me. :P




This is our drinks and mine taste like Colgate. It was supposed to be Peach and Mojito soda? I can't remember what it was suppose to be called. Anyway, my drink was bad.



We got ourselves some more time to take more pictures and laugh at each other's reactions and postures. Here are some of the more decent ones! :P



Check out all the candid shots for the day. Smile because you know they are the people whom you can rely on when tears just overflow your eyes. Friends are Friends forever.
-Daphne is officially the camera whore, even her friends realized that too-

PS. Great friends are not those who see you and just accept you but who see you, accept you and be like you. To them, I am always the crazy one with lots of nonsenses and stunts, well it is true, because in them I found myself and my child-likeness. By the way, pardon my hair, I just don't understand why my hair was in a mess! :(

*Don't ask why, I just love the retro function of my camera!*






My dearest one without her specs. She is so pretty. Love you ShiHui. :P


Did you read the new yesterday with regards to 5 little cute piggy that ran out of the zoo? You will see them somewhere.


They are the angels from God above. Though we are all different in our ways but it is through the differences that we have that gel us together. It is more than commitment, more than trust, more than endurance, it is purely love that glued us forever. To each one of you, I thank you for shinning that light unto my path when I was so down the past few months, but we all knew, the Daphne now, is bubbly and cheerful and what LiTing said, vain with a killer smile. I can never express enough my gratitude towards all of you, because you all just mean the world to me. Your smile and your presence are what hold my world. Thank you so much once again.


You make it so special and great.



With love and gratitude,
Daphne Chloe Faith

11:47:00 PM

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