Saturday, August 17, 2002
Secondary 3 camp
Thinking of that day, where i enjoyed myself, where memories are all being kept...
so enjoying but there won't be any other camp like this again!
i think i do really enjoy myself....
see how dirty i am when i was going to my obstacles...
so yucks but is really fun....
10:31:00 PM
Friday, August 16, 2002
haiz, something had been very wrong in my computer that i can't online....
haiz so sian so many days can't come up here.....
8:11:00 PM
Saturday, August 10, 2002
today, the youth services is so fun and enjoyable....
not jus wat we learn but also the fellowship that we spend together....
the games is so fun and enjoyable, so funny and unforgetable....
and today we make our own bookmark...
so fun, we give it to the person whom we think we should give...
it is so fun...
Thank to Navin of wat he had plans for us...
We love it....
Thank Navin.. & ppl who helped too!! :)
9:26:00 PM
wow, remember on 8 aug 2002, thrusday, i went for another doctor, whom i think is more experience than the chinese one...
he did not say much other than he say it might be a bit crack on my bone only....
me not sure of wat really happen too....
he gave me some medicine and told me that if it is still pain, i would need a to get an x-ray, whom he give me a letter liao...
i think will get the x-ray coz it is still pain....
but i know God is doing this on me to prove to ppl around me that with His help and my faith in Him, He will save me....
ppl around me, trust in God and He will give you what u want....
Praise Him!!
9:16:00 PM
Tuesday, August 06, 2002
dear frenz, i jus hope that u all will pray with us for Alex with us, to pray that God's grace will be with Alex through watever problems he faced, allow God to go be with him, no matter waht happens, even though he can't go to church on sunday....
nothing is impossible to God if ur faith and trust in Him is always there.......
put in all that u believe to God, as He will prove and show to u wat He thinks is best for us...
Alex don't think so much, that forever we will pray for u...
Frenz out there pls pray with us.....
thanks
8:00:00 PM
wow so fun after my 2.4km run...
seems to be very far and long but b4 i went to run, i pray to God that His presence will be with me through my run, no matter how tough that road is going to be....
i mus carry on coz i know that He is always there...
i thank HIm for wat He done to me, with me for my long run...
I thank u God....
7:37:00 PM
Sunday, August 04, 2002
The best minister is the human heart;
the best teacher is time;
the best book is the world;
the best friend is God
8:16:00 PM
during the week, i feel very upset about what is happening in school...
no one understands how i fee,l other than those prefects that who is going through the same stuff as me
but i think i am worst coz the teacher had bad impression of me bcoz i did not attend his prefect meeting even with valid reasons , i dunnoe him lah
but i finally found ut on saturday that even through ppl don't like u, so do back wat they do to u....
prove to that person that u are not all that he is thinking of....
is hard to love someone who hate u but see it as how God loves u...
now i think i am goign to prove to that teacher that wat he thinks is all wrong....
but if till then i can't take it then i think i would like to quit as a prefect lor.....
think that is the latest decisions lor....
today when we sing the worship songs
there is this songs that we sing "Above All"
then i realise that above all problems that we haf, God knows it well and He will help us to slove it and walk through with us no matter wat does happen as long as our faith is with Him....
nothing can stop Him from helping us....
i know He is always there for me whenever i need Him....
Let bygones be bygones
Thank u Father and Thank u Jesus...
May God Bless everyone and good luck for the week ahead....
8:09:00 PM
Saturday, August 03, 2002
Reflect day
today supopose there is a prefect meeting and now is cancelled......
then good lor can go youth service......
haiz, times really flies......
now when i think back i am now in sec. 3
so fast and i realise that i haf in the prefectorial borad for abt 2 and a half year liao....
i rememeber that i enjoy myself in the board and i love to serve the school and being a leader to others......
but life isn't like this when i am in sec.3
i thought i would enjoy myself in the board for my sec sch life but now the board is so .....
i don't evfen know how to describe it...
i just can't stand it anymore in the board......
the feeling is like giving up but i can't bear myself to do it.......
wat should i do?
but unhappiness to myself and continue doind my prefect duty so should i give up???
i don't know......
frenz told me is my choice but i think i haf come so far.... is it worth it.....
teachers say that prefect is a learning ground for my future i know.....
teachers brought me from a nothing to a present now today....
Do i bear to give up when they haf done so much........
Wat should i do?????
i don't know too.....
i know there are alot of ppl behind supporting me but if i give like this how would they feel???
ppl who always support me, if ever i let u down bcoz of this choice that i make, I'm sorry!!
i really dunnoe what to do......
Help me
May God Bless......
11:18:00 AM
Friday, August 02, 2002
I loved you once, nor can this heart be quiet;
For it would seem that love still lingers there;
But do not you be further troubled by it;
I would in no wise hurt you, oh, my dear.
I loved you without hope, a mute offender;
What jealous pangs, what shy despairs I knew!
A love as deep as this, as true, as tender,
God grant another may yet offer you.
7:47:00 PM
wow, a week pass through so fast.....
hoping to sch down to youth services on saturday...
BUT i don't think i can attend Youth service tml..... So Sad
hope that i can go lor but if i can't, will meet u guys on sunday.....
Remember to keep me update..
thanx
May God Bless
7:39:00 PM
