Monday, January 29, 2007
I know I am chosen
You call me to y(Y)ou
Willingly I come
But here in y(Y)our eyes
No future to rely
No history to mention
Nor past hurts to torment
Yet I am torn far apart
Those salt from the tears
From those dark gloomy places
Had came from the skies and heard my cries
The story of Love
Ripple from the body to the soul
I forgive y(Y)ou for throwing back my love
For even watching me in my tears
I do hope y(Y)ou'd wipe them away
The moments we spent
When I walk away from all
Please don't run after me trying to call my name
Don't even try to turn me once again
When I walk away
My tears will not be count afterall
As I'm a step farther
Remember I have already walked away
Even if so have to happen
Just take heed
I carry y(Y)ou in my heart always
8:42:00 PM
I just need someone to really understand me and hear what I just wanna say from my heart. (below are 2 HAPPENING of my LIFE NOW)
I have struggled enough to go through this pain of hidding and I just really want to take this chance to try the battle out to speak of nothing but truth to you. Yet I know it will be impossible and I will be taking a risk that I shouldn't even try. In any case, if I really say out anything to you, just remember, I treasure those time where we grew and enjoyed each other. I tried so hard to hold on and believe yet yesterday will be the same tomorrow again. There is nothing that's changing anymore, we stopped everything for a moment. I hate this feeling and I need to move on in the grace of God.
No words to describe my heart. I just need a day out with you to cry out on your shoulder to let me know you care and you love. Would you not walk this journey with me?
12:16:00 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
IT IS FOR YOU (ASK YOUR CONSCIOUS AND YOU WILL KNOW WHO YOU ARE: SURELY YOU KNOW I AM REFERING TO YOU AND IT IS YOU)
I AM NOT PESSIMISTIC FOR GOODNESS SAKE. WHEN I THINK OF NEGATIVE STUFFS IT IS BECAUSE YOU HAD FORCED ME TO DO SO. YOUR ACTIONS SIMPLY JUST PUSHED ME TO THE MAXIMUM LIMIT TO THINK HOW SELFISH AND UGLY YOU CAN BE. IT WAS A LONG JOURNEY WHERE I ALLOWED YOU TO GAIN MY TRUST, AND BECAUSE OF PEOPLE WHOM YOU THINK IS "BETTER", YOU LEFT WITHOUT A WORD. WE ARE TOTAL STRANGER NOW, JUST AT TIMES YOU TRY TO TALK TO ME. GOODNESS, I DON'T NEED YOU TO FAKE YOUR LIFE IN FRONT OF ME, I KNOW YOU HAD MADE USED ENOUGH OF ME. THEN LEAVE, STOP TRYING TO BE NICE. I'M MORE HURT WHEN ALL I SEE IS HISTROY REPEATING ITSELF.
SERIOUSLY, I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO TELL ME WHAT I NEEDED TO DO FOR MY LIFE. I HAVE A LIFE THAT I AM HAPPY WITH, A LIFE OF WHICH GOD IS IN CONTROL. PLEASE, LEAVE ME FOR ALL I CARE, AND STOP TRYING TO BE A BACK-STABBER. STOP MAKING ME CRY IN THE NIGHT TO SEE YOU TREATING OTHERS BETTER THAN WE USED TO BE.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE NONSENSE AND I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IF YOU WILL KEEP YOUR MOUTH TO YOURSELF AND REFLECT HOW WORDS CAN HURT A SOUL. I HAVE SO MUCH TO VENT OUT BUT THEN I WILL STOP HERE TO LET YOU THINK WHAT REALLY SHOULD BE DONE.
*FOR READERS, IF YOU HAVE ANY COMMENTS TO SAY, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF UNLESS YOU THINK IT WILL SOLVE MY PORBLEM. IF YOU ARE THINKING THAT I SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT TOO, LET ME SAID, I HAVE PONDERED AND WONDERED WHY THIS FRIENDSHIP HAD TURNED THIS WAY, AND IT WAS BECAUSE THAT PERIOD OF TIME WHEN I WAS FAR, I FACED FAMILY PROBLEMS. READ IT "FAMILY PROBLEMS" AND MIND YOU, THAT PERSON WAS NOWHERE NEAR MY SIGHT. READERS, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU BUT SERIOUSLY, YOU WILL TRULY BE APPRECIATE IF YOU WERE TO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT TOO.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I HAD CHOSEN TO LEAVE TO SAVE MY TEARS IN MY HEART.
IF IT IS NOT YOU, THEN JUST READ IT. IF IT YOU, SORRY BUT TO SAY. THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH HAVE YOU MAKE USE OF ME AND FELT NO GUILT ABOUT.
SIGNING OFF
DAPHNECHLOE
11:49:00 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance
Beyond friendship, beyond what we've ever had before
It has defied time, distance and changes in ourselves and our lives
I can't explain; I just feel it
It's there in the way my spirits lift whenever we talk
The sound of your voice brings me home in a way I can't explain
I just want you to know that even though we don't seems right
I will always love you
No matter what, day or night
There are so many things that have made me understand
This is a once in a lifetime forever connection
A connection that could only exist between you and me
And deep in my soul I know that our relationship is a rare gift
One that brings us extraordinary happiness all through our lives
I never felt a love like this before
It's a love like no other
Something I have always hoped for
A love with friendship, humour and heart
A bond so strong that it would never part
A love that makes us smile from ear to ear
A love that is joyful without any fear
A love that is beautiful from the inside out
A love with no tears, pain, or doubt
A love with soul so tender and true
A love that I have found
Only in you...
I wish to stay entrapped forever
With you for all eternity
Our hearts, always as one
12:21:00 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Leaving you will be so hard
I know that we will be scarred
Through the year we have grown up
It’s time we split, though it hurts
But you know you will never find
In someone who isn't me
They will never be what I try to be
I'll always be there for you always staying true
You are a part of me that everyone will see
You are my friend and we'll be that way until the end
Don't ever let anyone take my place because they will never face
All the times that we've shared even when we never really cared
All our memories will be locked up tight
Even all our stupid fights; the laughs, the tears, the cries, the fears
I'll never let us be apart for you will always remain in my heart
12:11:00 AM
