Tuesday, May 31, 2005
My heart is heavy.
My brain is polluted.
My body is dirty.
My knees are weak.
My hands are not functioning.
My soul is wondering.
6:35:00 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Chatted with someone along the way, was some catching up and some gossipings..(opps) Well being someone who is normally high, I talked a lot of what had happened recently in my life and in my cell. I mean I can't resist because God has been really great to me, He make all ways for me, because He loves me deeply. I love to share how the mighty Hands of God moved through us! She told me, she was envy.
Deep down in my heart, I am happy to see how God has lead us thus far. I am glad people around are looking and amazed by how God is leading and how we are bonding. Friends in Nehemiah 4 had gone through many trials and tests together that's why you all think we are close. We pray, we laugh, we cry and we 'siao' together!
But people, don't worry, don't be disappointed. In God's timing, He will do the same things in your cell, in your small group. He will bring you through tests and trials to see your faith in Him. Remember my brothers and sisters, God loves you the way He loves me!
Trust in His timing, Believe with Faith.Commit to His hands,Delight yourself in His presence! Continue to pray for miracles to happen within your group! Ask for a breakthrough. I believe God will use you all too! Don't rush, wait for the moment! Now pray and continue to seek Him!
I would just like to leave this song to you, that we need to ask God to look at us, take us before He send us out! We want to be in the gap between the living and the died, but first allow God to see us first.
Won't You LordTake a look at our handsEverything we haveUsed in for Your plansWon't You LordTake a look at our heartsMold it, Refine itAs You set us apartWe want to run to the altarAnd catch the fireTo stand in the gap between the living and the diedGive us a heart of compassionFor the world without visionWe will make a difference Bringing HOPE to our land
11:18:00 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
Cell RetreatI love the place where we had our cell retreat. I love the food.I love the hotel.I love the sea.I love you being there!I enjoyed myself there not just because of what I love there, but also seeing how God hands had moved through us as a cell. I believe we will do more and we will soar higher with Him being our Guide.Thinking of shopping and relaxingNothing was really done with our desireSomething happened with God's planSeeing the Hands of God moved.I enjoyed the presence of everyone who went, I enjoyed their company. I love the bonding that really draws us closer and nearer. I simply just love this retreat.
Without you is nothing,It will not be memorable without you,Nothing can be accomplish without you,It is you, You that made the difference!We had game. We had fun. We had laughters. We had joy. We had sleep. We had rest. We had tears. We had pain.In short we had erverything, because we are not perfect.I love the retreat and I simply just miss those time. Thanks people, for colouring another stroke of colour unto my life. I love you all!
6:09:00 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
Coming back from Encounter
Had real great time seeking the Lord and allowing His holy presence to fill me. Am real sensitive towards the Holy Spirit. Today, when I leave the place, I am convicted that I am no longer the same, the old was gone, the new is here!
I didn't realise that I was so weak, hopeless till I learnt to surrender ALL. Is tough, is heavy the load but I'll carry on. I am not hopeless in Christ!
Going with an opened heart
Asking for the honest mind
Dealing by the right Spirit
I am new.
The Lord appears
The Lord reigns
The Lord rules
When I surrender!
I thought I know why
I assume I understand
I fore see what's happening
Till I see Him face to face.
He was with me
He is with me
He will be with me
For He was, He is and He will be the King of my heart!
Jesus died for me
Jesus reigns to set me free
Jesus is with me
Whom shall I fear?
Heavenly Father, I just want to thank you for accompanying by my side, never leave me. Jesus I promised You, that every moments in my life, I would just want to thank you for the mighty things you did in my life. No words could expressed, no feelings could be shared, no one would understand till they experience what i am now! Jesus, this life is Yours.!
10:31:00 PM
