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Monday, January 28, 2008


I know I should be struggling over my 2 BIG projects that are due tomorrow, but I can't help but to vent out how clueless I am now. Alright, once I am done here, I will be mugging over those work again.

I have so much to blog, so much to type and so much to share. Life is really happening for me, especially when I have a new lovely bunch of wonderful people who are there for me. LOVE N318 & N327! Alright, I will blog about my gratitude towards some special ones after my exam alright. Love you and miss you all.

Meantime, while I get myself really busy, please pray for me and pray with me.
1. My ORANGEST health. (Yijun, I love orange more than pink)
2. I can submit all my projects before CNY.
3. My first Common Test paper on 30/01/08 @ 4.45pm
4. My last Common Test paper on 01/02/08 @ 12.30pm
5. My Exam on 12/02/08 @ 12.30pm

I want to FAST, PRAY and HEAR GOD like never before. I want to stretch myself a little longer this time round, so do pray with me. I am going to try a lot of new things soon, so do pray with me people.

Alright, I got to go before I can't sleep tonight. Take care and miss you people especially my CG pals, my 3 besties, KAREN, and TOMSUMJO. Night

Love,
dAphne

11:14:00 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008


I know it’s been a few days since I last blog, and for those who know what had happened, I sincerely would want to take this opportunity to thank everyone for every prayer that you have had given upon me and my life, specially dedicate to my newly found, beloved cell group, N318 & N327. Someone told me that I am well-loved by my cell group friends, and seriously when I heard it, I was overwhelmed. Not forgetting those who do not know what had happened, I was down with a very severe high fever. This is the very first time in my life that I experienced something like these, it was 3 days straight of fever with its temperature hitting not less than 39.0 even when I perspire so much. Trust me, seeing doctor and having more medicines do not help in times like these. I can’t help but to obey the fact which I have to eat medicine to recover. I prayed while I was on my bed, I prayed when I was feeling cold, I prayed when I was feeling drowsy, I prayed till I fell asleep. It got better, and then it came back again.

Today, service is shared by Dr A.R Bernard, the anointed great speaker. I love the way he preached and the way he would get a message across to his congregation. Like I said, I was sick, as much as I desired to be in church, mummy disagreed to it, as she thinks it is too dangerous for me to travel alone to such a far place. I can’t assure her because whenever I tried to stand up, my head starts to spin really badly. Like what a brother shared with me, God sees my heart. I was feeling so drowsy and tired after my medication but I told God I want to watch the service online. I know God must have prepared something really remarkable tonight through His servant Dr A.R. Bernard.

Before I start anything, I just have a quote to share, “it is not about superstitious, is about a new direction in life” I am not trying to be holy or trying even harder than you are to have God in everything you do, I have NEVER misuse the name of God as long as I am concern. Whatever I’ve done, I did out of the consent of the Holy Ghost in me.

The sermon topic of which he shared about was on The Holy Spirit. He guided us to Acts 9:31 where it shows us 2 main points: the fear/reverence/respect of the Lord and also the awareness and consciousness of the comfort of the Holy Spirit. (Multiply in number) Holy Spirit is the Lord of our Harvest. (Luke 4: 18) What Dr A.R. Bernard shared really opened up my mindset to the power to time and understanding for others to accept facts that they refused to receive. “People may not understand now but as time passes by, when God opens their eyes to equip the fruit of the labor, they will understand.”

Holy Spirit is the comforter of life. It is true that not many had understood the value of this relationship we have in/with God. Many question about who God is yet how many had asked who this God that’s in Christ is! People like us detest changes, but we all know it is necessary for growth. What makes you different from others will not be the set of changes you had gone through, but the fact of those transisitition periods you gave yourself when changes have to take its place. Jesus’ disciples did not understand too. (Acts 1:6-7)

One thing we are assured of that whatever we had to go through, we do not go through because we have the power but because we are powered by the Holy Spirit. Sometimes we never understand why we have to go through such a situation but I thank God that so many a time, I do not know why first until I go through and overcome it. “God don’t always reveal everything to us because our reactions maybe an error.” Holy Spirit comes so that He can be a guide to teach us, to like Jesus and it is certainly true that without the guidance of the Holy Spirit, we are bound to make wrong mistakes because it is our own will and desire that we choose between those choices given.

Is time for a check! Have we forgotten the main character of this life story of ours? Whenever you asked others, how they are doing spiritually, remember you are asking how their relationship with Jesus is. The quality time of relationship with the Holy Spirit (any human being) is more important than the things you can do without the relationship of the Holy Spirit (any human being). The success of your life is determined with your relationship with the Holy Spirit.

Holy Spirit is the Lord of the Harvest. It is so important that we need to respect everyone for how you portrayed yourself shows a lot about your God. Remember in life, we do have lots of chances to know people when they were young and you may be even be proud that you knew this person longer than others but let me ask us you then, how much do you understand this person?

The sermon today really touches my heart so deep that I realized how much I need the Holy Spirit for every actions that I am taking just to be sure I am taking the right path in God’s plans for me. I know is tough I believe I have an Awesome God. When I saw the tears of man and woman through the internet, I cried too. I cried because I know I am hungry for God and I promised I will give in my best yet out of own will and desire, I give up. I fell into temptations. When Pastor Kong was asking us to pray, I prayed and I cried. I was very lethargic after sitting before the computer for almost 3 hours with my body temperature of 39 degrees still, but I pressed on until the last minute knowing God has something prepared for me.

In fact nothing special happens. Pastor ended the whole sermon with an altar call, yet little did I realize when I say that prayer, tears of unjust flows out of my eyes. I know I have sinned against God. I know I have been tempted and I fell super badly for a moment. I have no idea why did I give in, but I have no regrets at all. I know it is out of love, that I am willing to sacrifice anything and everything. I know I am wrong. I know I should be tempted no more and I know I should no longer hold so tight towards such things with my own strength and emotions. I want to surrender once and for all.

I repent and at that very moment, I felt my fever left me. I was perspiring that I told mummy I needed a shower. I was healed instantly.

“Come Holy Spirit” was a song that was very commonly sung by my church about 1.5 years ago. I remembered it was Joash’s favorite bedtime song too, yet when I saw the lyrics today when it was played and sang, it speaks so much to me and how much I want/need the Holy Spirit.

Come Holy Spirit fall on me
I need Your anointing come in Your power
I love You Holy Spirit
You are captivating my soul
Everyday I grow to love You more

I’m reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hand
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I can see You face to face
I worship You in spirit in true


It is a stage of disillusion, a stage of apprehension, a stage of uncertainties but it will be a stage of trusting and surrendering. God, I am serving out of delight not out of duty. I love You Jesus.

Before I end, I just want to tell that someone, you had NEVER been a temptation in my life; I gave you the key to enter for a purpose and remember, temptations can’t tempt someone until that person wants to be tempted himself/herself. I found the pleasure, so it is not your fault. What you have not believed, I had told you long ago, because God had long warned me. Remember I shared with you, I prayed for you that very night and I asked you what and how you will react when you know God is watching over our single actions. You just smiled to me.

God is my judge today
Daphne Chloe

11:32:00 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008


This is really a very random post where I will/might bombard everything and anything. Before I am writing into the content, I am praying that it will not stumble you, but just allow my readers to have a chance to know a little in depth of what I am facing/going through in my life now.

Just a few days ago, I somehow encountered what’s the feeling of death and having nothing great completed by me and leave the world that God has created. It was an unforgettable experience and an important lesson that I am bringing throughout the rest of my life. I even wrote how thankful I am to have such a great parents in my life. I am still grateful about this fact today, but I am reminded no one is perfect. I love my parents but they sin, they fall, they cry. Many a times, I wished daddy would love mummy the way he loves me, but yet so often, daddy love other women more than mummy. He said it was some business show, he said it is some tag-along woman from China. HE SAID. Surely, HE FOUND HIMSELF those EXCUSES. I have had learnt through my life, especially after being a Christian and knowing all the spiritual realm stuff, I started to love my daddy more, but I have grown to HATE his ACTIONS.

Recently, I also found myself trapped in a situation where I just WANT to get into a relationship. I want to love and I want to be loved “desperately”. Yet there are so many factors to consider and to choose the wise choices of my life that I may have no regrets in life. I still hold on to my covenant that unless and until I am 21, I won’t get myself into one relationship. I can’t deny the fact that I am tempted, I am living in fantasy to have someone lavish his care and concern on me. Those moments I just wish I can have him throughout the rest of my life. I wish. However, on the other hand, whenever I see how his care and concern was shared among others, I’m jealous. He has grown to be someone really important in my life now that when I thought I could let go of him, it was another huge obstacles to hit on. I am still praying that the coming 8 months, I’ll be truly blessed with this faithful friendship and a deeper understanding of him. I have just learnt that loving is more than just having, it is just showing giving and giving with no regrets.

Moving on is certainly the choice I am taking. I have and I believe my future is so fulfilling with God’s promises when I moved on, than to stay on. Like what my beloved Pastor Kong preached yesterday, Faith is Confidence. I have faith in You means I have confidence in You. I walked by faith, means I walked by/with confidence. This is awesome. I mentioned to a few people about my decision, yet I finally realized how much values some people have. Like I said, I am moving on. I am stepping out in faith and in confidence. I know I will rise up and I know God has given me a time and a space like these to grow and stand up for Him. People out there, I am not going to prove to you what I can do with God in the other church. So, 5 years or 10 years down the road, even if I succeed or if I failed, let me say, I am still a child of God. My power, my position in Christ will never change. Whatever I am doing, I am doing to please only Him. If you can’t belss me, then let me bless you. My God is my God for life and I know I am His forever. Your words hurts and I can’t deny it, but out from your mouth, be is praise or hurts, I give it back to God. Only God’s Word can/will affect me today.

Recently, I am hearing the still, sweet voice of God once again. Yesterday, the presence of God filled the whole Expo Hall that people slain without any anointing from Pastors. A sister of mine fell flat to the ground (she made me fell and sat on the floor with her too) because the presence of God just overflow throughout the hall. I was actually trembling quite badly (it’s been ages since I felt in such a way; I remembered then when I was so hungry for the gift of tongues, I prayed and I trembled and 4 people around me fell due to the anointing of the Spirit and nothing happened to me. I remembered two out of the four sisters told me that because she saw God pouring oil over me and is overflowing, that’s why people around me are truly blessed that they fell too.) Yesterday when it happened, it reminds me of the incident years ago. I got the hint from the Lord that He saw my hunger this season and I am ready to do it at any cost, at any moment. He made me fell with the sister of mine yesterday. While we were on the floor, (I was in dress, unglam me) I can’t speak any English words, all that’s in mind is tongues. Suddenly when I spoke, I know God used my mouth as an instrument and my vocal as His voice. I can roughly still recall what I spoke, but ultimately, I told my sister, it was God who spoke. He just used me for that moment. I thank God for using me once again. I know God is picking me up.

As I was sharing with one of my friends yesterday, why some of us after we fall, we stand and rise up so much faster than any others? I gave the answer; it is because we had been to where God’s mountain is and we are desperate for those mountains again. For every successful walk with God towards the mountain, we will and have certainly experienced the journey of walking through the valley.

Thank You Jesus for everything. People, I am leaving because I WANT to leave. I am moving on because I WANT to move on. I am loving because I WANT to love. I am doing anything because I WANT to do it, not because I have to. I am in love with God, that’s why I WANT to do anything just for HIM today.

With Love,
Daphne_Chloe_Faith
Daphne_Chloe_Confidence

8:34:00 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008


Ever since my laptop has been down, I have been surviving with my desktop, which is really a killer, but then I ought to be thankful with what I have. I found out there are some really old christian songs here, songs which make me ponder and cry. Songs about His faithfulness and my heart desires. I just can't help but to fall in love, asking for more of Him.

As much I want to give myself second to do what's right, I want to express my love for my King too. I have not been so joyful for a long time, I have not experienced such peace in my heart since sometime back, and now when everything is right, I ought to be thankful for who God is in my life. He had never leave me nor forsake me, He was the right hand man for my life and decisions. God is awesome.

The calling of God is getting stronger everyday, His voice and His plans are so vivid. I can't help but to obey. Obedience is better than sacrifice.

I have a song that express my love for God and that's Love You so much.
hear this praises from a grateful heart
each time i think of You the praises start
love You so much Jesus love You so much

Lord i love You my soul sings
in Your presence carried on your wings
love You so much Jesus love You so much

how my soul longs for You
longs to worship You forever
in Your Power and Majesty
lift my hands lift my heart
lift my voice towards the heavens
for You are my sun and shield
hear this praises from a grateful heart

I am seeing myself crying tears of joy for my King and how thankful I am to have such an initmate relationship with Him. I am falling in love with God everyday of my life.

PS : People do listen to this song titled "Come to me Lord ( I want more, more of You Lord)" It will melt your heart too.

8:30:00 PM

This entry that I am posting has no negative thoughts or any unpleasant feelings. I just want to share and express what’s within me.

After what I have had to experience with my heart recently, I felt as if I have an old life with a new perspective, or did I gain new wisdom out from death? The recent few nights before I go to bed, I would certainly bid my love ones good night or if I could express my gratitude towards them, because I am certainly not sure if that’s the last time they can hear me once again. Life is so unpredictable now. I am not trying to scare anyone but I just want to share that we ought to treasure life, before it is too late. There is no regret in expressing one self, but there would be regret if you don’t.

Dad & Mum
I have finally understand the love that both of you have for me. I am sorry that when I was young and innocent, I didn’t appreciate both of you at all. I always complain why do I have such a pair of parents like you two, but now I am sincerely sorry for those words that hurt, because I know I have the best set of parents anyone can have. I thank you for bringing me up in a way where I had freedom to experience different things and given that chance to make decision in life. I am thankful that when I fall, instead of lecturing, scolding or even caning me, your care, thoughts and certainly that set of shoulders for me to cry are really encouraging. –Don’t tell me, if you spare the rod, you spoil the child, I am not spoilt at all- I have nothing much more to offer than to tell the both of you how thankful I am to be your daughter and how much I love you.

Elvin – My Childhood Partner
You were the sunshine in my life, the joy of what life is all about. I cried when I saw you getting yourself into so much hurt, I was upset when you fell and refused to repent, yet I rejoice with you when you succeed and be proud of you when you POP. Though they always remind us they didn’t expect to have you, I thank God for you, because with you, I enjoyed life with a colorful childhood. You have the most beautiful eyes that spark, the pretty smile that cheers, and a bubbly personality to love. You are someone I will give my best, my all for. Thank you for being the best brother for the past 19 years.

A-S-K
3 people that had entered my life with the same purpose which I hope to get out of them.
A - I have never regretted in any moment to wait for you for 2.5 years of my life, because through the waiting, I realized more about myself. I found out the differences in us. I am thankful that through these times, I had learnt about patient, about endurance and all about loving. You are someone great and I am thankful we are best friend of one another. I am so glad that we can’t be couple but we are still friends. Anyway, my greatest desire will be to see you back in church serving and loving the Lord with the girl you truly love. God gives you the right woman to lead you on for Him, so be wise and choose the right one.
S – Short as it maybe, I have had the most thrilling experience about life after meeting you. I wish that at many times, I can have control over what I want to see it happen but I thank God, I don’t. Your cares, your love, your thoughts for me have been recognized, though at times I may not be expressive, I just want to tell you I truly appreciate all your acts of love unto me. No future is certain, but I know our future is set on good foundation because we trusted God for everything. My wish and desires for you is to see you rise up for God and certainly to find the right girl for your life who will accept you for who you are. I just want to take time to express my gratitude towards you once again. -I always treat you as who you are -
K - You entered my life with just trying to be someone as dear as a brother, but your emotions failed you. There is no regret to give you the best of myself to love you when we were there and to have you love me in return. I thank God for reality because He has indeed prepared someone more valuable and precious for your life. I wish and pray that you will treasure her all the days of your life. Thank you for everything, especially those moments when you were there to just take care of me. I miss the China porridge.

God has given me 3 guys where He showed His love in a physical form. I am really thankful for them. Through them, God taught me to ASK and certainly believe that whatever I asked, it will come to pass. God is indeed a good and faithful God. Now, all I ask is to have another day to treasure my life with. God knows the plans He has for me and I pray I will know the plans He has for me too.

I am so thankful I found God in my life journey and to have Him assured me all the days that are coming. God Has Already Been to My Future, do you believe it? I tell you, when God declares your future good, it will be good! It will be filled with many wonderfully good days! (1 Peter 3:10) Though an evil day may come, you are to remember that it is only one evil day, in which God will cause you to stand. (Ephesians 6:13) According to God’s Word, you will have many more good days than evil days!

My friend, God wants you to get ready, and expect such favor and increase in the days ahead that “you shall expand to the right and to the left, and your descendants will inherit the nations, and make the desolate cities inhabited”. (Isaiah 54:3)

Today, know that you stand on favor ground because God has declared your future good. Expect good things to happen to you. Expect to see the favor of God on you and your family. Expect the blessings and increase of the Lord. Expect good days to show up in your life!

I believe that I won’t die. God is on my side, He is going to build me up for a generation like these. Satan can enter but Satan can’t hurt. For God says, HE WILL COMMAND HIS ANGELS CONCERNING YOU TO GUARD YOU IN ALL YOUR WAYS. (PSALM 91:10) My dears do take comfort in God’s promises and plans. He loves you so much that in His life while He was around, You were the Only One in His mind and for you, He went to the cross so that You don’t have to die that painful death.

Shinning His Light
Daphne Chloe Toh

12:51:00 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008


Without a history in my family with the record of heart problems, it really alarmed me when I feel I have such a great difficulty in breathing. I was scared that I may die without doing much for God and for all the people I truly loved. I fear for death in moments like these. I woke up at 8am this morning; just to be sure I am fine. I consulted the doctor. He told me, it may due to some hormones changes in my body that's why I am feeling in such a way. He asked if I was seriously excited in sensitive topic that I have somehow got myself into. –DEAR, no more CASE SENSITIVE topics- Well, that’s what he guessed, which I think it is not true. I believe topics such as Sex, Love, and Relationships are part and parcel of life, there is nothing to be shameful to share, right. He told me then was it because of weight lost that I am feeling such a way. I am not sure either.

He checked and found out that heartbeats was beating a little too fast than usual but all the other things like blood pressure and body temperature were fine. He told me that it is advisable for me to consult a specialist, for blood test and I don’t know what that has to be called. It is a machine that can “feel” your heartbeats and to check if there is anything that’s bothering/blocking. I practically spent the whole day out in clinic and hospital. I really thank God for daddy who was there to accompany me. –Memories flashed back of that someone who was there to take care of me when I was so sick. Those time when he would use HOT water to massage my hand-

The results did show that there is something not right with me, but I don’t know how to explain and I am not claiming it into my life. I am praying that God is my Healer who will heal me. I will just follow the advise of doctors now, that I won’t exercise (hope I don’t gain back to be a fat girl), I won’t do rigid or should I use weird activities (don’t think wild) for this period of time. He told me to keep myself clam, to keep myself happy and to make sure I eat healthily. –someone is going to nag at me soon-

You know since yesterday until now, when I feel the discomfort in my heart, I thought I was just letting go of a past and the uncertain future, but never did I expect that it was an illness. I feared. I felt so much a pain in my heart last night that I don’t know who to turn to, and while I was pulling myself to bed, I told God, I don’t want to die and I promise God I will treasure my life now.

Sometimes, it is true that life doesn’t have a second chance, and gazing upon the mistakes of life, I thought I rather die. Yet when I was at the edge of death, I appreciate all my wrongdoings for it had molded me to who I am today. -word of wisdom from God-

Nothing is as severe because God had given us the life to live again in His Victory.

I told life that I will not regret anything that I am deciding today. If I have had mentioned I love you, trust me from my heart that I truly do. If I have had said that I hate you, forgive me, for all I desire was your friendship all over again. If I have had ever hurt you knowingly or unknowingly, pardon me. I made mistakes in life and I hope God would grant you the grace to accept me as who I am again. I am serious this day, which I am not going to waste my life away; I don’t want to die without expressing myself unto anyone, anymore. If I love you, I truly do. If I appreciate you, I am serious. If I thank you, I am thankful. If I am sorry, I am sincere.

smile,
daphnechloefaithtohlianping

4:22:00 PM

Is 4.40am soon, and I am still awake. I am rushing a FLASH project that's due at 10.20am today. I tried my best to finish but I know my standard for this assignment is really bad. Nevertheless, thank God for His grace to finish.

I have no idea why for the past 3 days my heart has been feeling as if I am going to suffer some sereve attack. My heart beat beats super fast that I cant grasp my breathe properly. It was for a moment that I feel as if I am dying. -I wish I could die and leave peacefully in the arms of the person I love.- I am going to see the doctor tomorrow.

A song that I have been on my mind since last Saturday. I am so ministered by it, that I can't help but to tell God this is my prayer. I am so in love with God today. Are you? *if you want this song, please contact me, I will be more than happy to share it with you. *

Fall in this Place - Planet Shakers
Take me to the place Lord
Where there’s nothing else but me and You
Longing for Your presence
I know that You are calling me to You

Here I stand and long for Your embrace
Nothing else could ever take Your place

Come Holy Spirit
Fall in this place
I need more and more of You
Fill me again with the power of Your Spirit
Lord I’m crying out for more and more of You

4:37:00 AM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008


This is my 300th POST!

I am just blessed by the Lord recently, through His Word, His Presence, His people. I have not have such great peace and joy in my life for a period of time. I am really thankful.

I can't help but to be really thankful that when I was down, there is someone out there who is willing to pull me up, teaching and sharing with me that life is so much more about happiness and not pain. We shared about life and how I was thought to look at things from a different perspective. We all had fell before, so why then crucify someone when he/she is seeking forgiveness. I know I maybe shallow, I know I maybe even expecting too much, but because of what I have held back, I often think I deserve it.

It was for a moment that I was thinking, is it time for me to lower down my standard? Am I giving in to someone out of love? Should I still keep everything there and make people think as if I am someone who is trying to play hard to get? I am not sure also.

Out of love, I am willing to change everything, but then again, if I do, am I not respecting what I had held on so long? Is it alright to give away my first lip kiss? Am I tempted? Ooo, what am I searching for now?

8 months time, my covenant (being single) with my Lord will come to an end. From now till then, I am going to give my best for my King. I am going in depth with my Beloved. Changes are what's necessary for me to grow, changes are what will mould me as a better person. Changes are what required for me now. As I see the changes, I am still FOCUS that my love for my King is what I am hungry for this season.

*I am not seeing someone, I just have a special "FEELING" on someone.*
PS: I know what I am doing, stop hinting to me and tell me what I should do and what I shouldn't. If you can't experience with me, don't try to hurt me.

With love,
Daphne_Chloe_Faith

3:19:00 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008


I am truly blessed by the Lord today. I woke up from the wrong side of my bed today, and trying to seek attention from someone, I got my whole morning feeling trying to seek forgiveness because I demanded too much. Sometimes, I just wonder, isn’t any relationship a two way traffic? As much as you give, you would want to receive? Anyway, I was reminded by God/Holy Spirit that so many a times, I was receiving what God has given me, and yet have not love Him the way He wanted me to. God told me, that it is tough to love someone, and when I do grow tired of loving someone, is time I turn to God for His help to love that someone. We can love someone out of our desires and needs, of course trying to get the best from the person, our love is SELFISH, but when we seek to love someone with the help of God, we love the person unconditionally. Well, for all that I demanded in the morning, I just want true forgiveness. Though I know I can’t change the way I had demanded things, but I truly hope you understand why I reacted this way.

I am thankful for those who commented on my dressings today. I thank God that He had indeed changed me and transformed me. I am full of confidence with my looks today. By the way, I didn’t really dress beautifully today; it was just a dress and a cardigan. I just have to say that if you are meeting someone you love, would you dress and doll yourself a little better to meet him/her? Well, I am doing what this exactly means. I am meeting my Beloved One, My God. I want to give my best. Just a gentle reminder to me and everyone out there, our best doesn’t include tithing and offering, our best includes everything that circulates in our lives.

I just cant but believe how real my God is, from the way He starts me day till the way He ends it, He is teaching me a lesson for today. FORGIVENESS. I woke up, spoiling someone’s day and having to expect too much, my morning was taken a step back too. For a moment, saying sorry doesn’t sound genuine anymore. I went to church with a heavy heart but I prayed God will do wonders today, especially so when I invited someone back to church with me. God is really good. As much as I was so badly distracted before the service, I managed to calm myself and my soul for the Spirit of God to move in me.

My heart was crying so badly throughout the praise and worship. I really long to have more of You. I experienced a type of tears in my heart, the tears of joy and of peace. I saw myself smiling through while praising and worshipping, the freedom to lift up my hands and speak in tongue. I am so in love with God, can! It was just a different atmosphere, a wonderful place to dwell your life in. When was the last time you truly have the LORD of YOUR LIFE with liberty and freedom, grace and joy? I say today and everyday from now on.

You will never know the importance of something until you know the value of that thing. It is so true that unless I forgive, I never love.

What is forgiveness?
Real forgiveness is UNCONDITIONAL, and it is not promised!
Forgiveness does not minimize the seriousness of the offence.
Forgiveness certainly isn’t resuming a relationship without change.
Forgiveness isn’t forgetting what had happened.
Forgiveness isn’t your right when you weren’t the one hurt.

Why then should you forgive?
You don’t embrace the new unless you forget the old. We ought to repair that which had been worn out. It was then the certainty of taking ownership and stop pointing fingers and blaming others. We all go through life the same, whatever you faced, other had faced it before. So did you ever wonder how come some people grew out stronger than you are? Simply understand this quote! “Life is 10% what happened, 90% how we react”

How then do I forgive?
Give up your rights to get even. –Romans 12:19-
Set boundaries
Respond evil with good. –Luke 6: 26-27-
Repeating the above steps for as long as you live.

It is true that our lives don’t change with time, it changes with thinking. We ought to look at things the way God wanted us to be, not to often dwell in the pain, but to look and understand what the lessons from this incident are. I am here standing strong today compared to what I was three months ago was because God told me to forgive. He gave me the strength to forgive. Like I mentioned before I can still stay in hell, but I know they victory I have in Christ. I chose to obey! I am really thankful that God showed me right to my face it is IMPOSSIBLE to forget, so don’t try. It was after a while when I learnt that lesson, and I understand, that it is impossible to forget what had happened, and I was given that choice to hate or to love once again. I chose love, I chose forgiveness. God is good. I am standing tall today.

God, I am crying out for more of You. I am seeking for Your will. I am obeying Your path. I am entering with Your faith in me. I am ready to do as You will lead me. Seriously, I never yet experience God, until I am where I am supposed to be. People, never listen to what people had to say about CHC, because I can assure you, this is where you see miracles. This is a place where you know God is real and you are falling in love every moment. I won’t share much, just come and visit. You will love it.

Lastly, we need God everyday of our lives. Give God that chance to hold you tight in His arms. I just want to leave this with all my readers.
WHEN YOU CAN'T SEE GOD's HANDS, FEEL GOD's HEART.

I am on fire for God.
Daphne Chloe Faith

1:16:00 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008


Today, I marked the day where Faith is tested again. I was pushed to the max where I will be alone meeting a new bunch of people. I am not saying I am lonely because I was never lonely anymore ever since God enters into my life. I was just afraid, I was just shy, I was just not ready to meet new people in a new cell group. People, would you step back with me and look at my situation and tell me, these are EXCUSES. Those are what Satan keeps me away from doing, receiving and blessing people/children of God. I thank God with the prompt in my heart that I should be attending a cell tonight, I really took the step of FAITH.

I was promised that the Cell Group Leader (CGL) will be the guy I am meeting before heading to cell, since I only knew him, but little did I expect that he would call me and tell me, he can't meet me as he has to be there early to prepare the meeting. Alright, I understand, I was there once. I was in Yishun MRT when I know my heart, my soul, my spirit and every part of me is feeling uneasy. God told me, it is in me YOU TRUST. okay, God it is in You I TRUST. Faith is really not an easy step. It was tough, but when you see beyond that faith that's installed by God, you just understand God just love us so much!

The CG was great. I miss such fellowship for long. I desire and longth for such thing/environment/atmosphere since 2006. My heart was crying while worship, though I was a little reserve in the beginning. I got word for a sister beside me. I love to see how God can use me in everyday, in every way of my life. I am so thankful. I am just a living instrument of God. I was so inspired by the testimonies that some of the members shared. I just can't but believe that God is working, in EVERYONE life.

As I was writing this, I felt God telling me, my Child, you don't have to search anymore, this is the one I have placed and installed for you. Search Me and you will find Me. I will continue to pray till I see God's hands and direction.

YIJUN
Thank you for making me so welcome. Though I have no idea if I did met you during Christmas Service but I thank you for doing a great job. I am sorry if I was a little reserve, but then again thank you. Your hospitality makes me feel loved and welcome.

CGL
I thank you for sharing a little more with me and giving that space and chance towards choices. I believe God is moulding up a great man after His own heart in you. I see the potential and the servanthood of God in you. Respect. Thank you so much for everything. My stay in your CG was really good and memorable.

Shane = Ming Feng
I thank you for giving me that chance to step out of faith, as much as I wasn't willing, I told myself why I chose CHC. Anyway, thank you for assuring me that I will be fine even when I am alone. I made you proud! I stood up with faith and I enjoyed with love. Thank you.

Everyone in CG
Thank you for making my stay a really memorable and enjoyable one today. I am glad I meet you all.

I am so in love with God
Daphne_Chloe_Faith.

1:03:00 AM

Thursday, January 10, 2008


What type of guys would I fall for?
I think this is so real - Daphne

You would fall for a Gentleman.
You like a man who knows how to treat a lady.
Your guy will be suave, sophisticated, and dashingly handsome. (I am shallow)
He remembers the little things that matter:
1. Holding doors open
2. Offering his jacket to you when you're cold
3. Giving you flowers when you're down
Your Mr. Perfect will respect you, love you, and make you feel beautiful, because you are!
So even though you may find yourself attracted to bad guys sometimes -am I attracted to some bad guys today, right DearIE?!-
*Save your heart for your very own Mr. Darcy*

Dearie, are you what's mentioned above?
Where is my bear that I can hug when I am cold?
Where is my hug that you promised?
Where is the time that you want to try investing on?
Where are you?

9:25:00 PM

To that someone, I know you read my blog. Sometimes, when words are just so tough to be said, I wish you will accept the heart when I expressed. I have no idea will you be the one that I have been long waiting for, but I know with you I would dare to take that try.

-People, I am not trying to tell you I am caught in love, or to make you judge (well, if you want, I can't stop) me, but I just want to share what I am feeling recently. Stop having the mentality that love is about a guy chasing a girl, because we are in a 21st Century, where love is a 2 parties story. As much as you want others to do unto you, do what you can unto the others. Love is in my life now.-

I know I am supposed to be struggling over my projects but I just can't help to blog what I am really feeling now. I can't imagine I was so badly disturbed when sentimental songs were played. I kept myself from thinking, but your face is just so vivid in my life. I dream of you and smile my day through. I experienced all sorts of emotions that you had poured and many a times, I wonder why should accept, but then I know love conquers. love accepts.

Bickering was part and parcel of life, yet if you choose to think what bickering actually means, you will find the meaning of someone through bickering. It was that, which caught my heart even stronger! I can't say I love you any moment now, but I know if you were to search my heart, you will see yourself there. :)

Special One:
It was just less than 3 weeks ago when our path actually crossed. Random as it maybe, as how we got to know each other through Facebook. Commitment really allows me to understand that any kind of friendship would be make possible. KEY: COMMITMENT, COMMUNICATION. Throughout the 3 weeks, we had gone through a lot of our own different emotions and how it affects one another, but now, instead of feeling animosity , we got even stronger. I smiled because we learnt to trust, to forgive, to understand and to accept each other as who we are. I really thank God for you, for helping and picking me up from the lowest pit of my life to a life back honouring God. I thank God for you, giving me that chance to shine as a light for God. There is so much more to thank God for. You are really a great pal. My assurance to you will always be that you are great the way you are, don't change for anyone. My wish will stay that you bring me back to your past and give me that chance to heal that wounds of yours with the Grace of God. I promised as much as I can, I won't break your heart. DEAR (Daphne Endured All Rubbish) will always be there to accept whatever rubbish you have. Thank you.

*I believe I will touch your heart the way I am* Accepting the me.
Your dear,
Daphne_Chloe_Faith :)

A song that I wish to dedicate to you.

If you wanna know
Tomorrow morning I have to leave
But wherever I may be
Best believe I'm thinking of you
I can't believe how much I love (you)
All we have is here tonight
We don't want to waste this time
Give me something to remember
Baby put your lips on mine
And I'll love you forever
Anytime that we find ourselves apart
Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes
I know I'm gonna see you again
But promise me that you won't forget
Cause as long as you remember
A part of us will be together
So even when you're fast asleep
Look for me inside your dreams
Keep believing in what we're sharing
And even when I'm not there to tell you
I'll, I'll love you forever
Anytime that I can't be where you are
(Chorus)
Is there anywhere that far?
Anytime you're feeling low
Is there anywhere thatlove cannot reach?
Oh no
It could be anywhere on earth
It could be anywhere I'll be
Oh baby if you want to see
Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Look to your heart
That's where you'll be
Just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me

4:33:00 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008


I am so lost of words now. I felt really bad having to do such things against you, but aren't we all selfish? I just need a life to live on, not a life to be worried of. I know God gave woman the heart and abilities to do lots more than man when it comes with dealing with problems. I know I can help but yet how much do you know, as much as I wish to see you smile, I am fighting against my own emotions too!

I just saw a way that lead to a dead end. I saw myself getting into something I know I should least thought of! I saw photos that covers the reality. I saw words that lure to fantasy. I saw everything that you may have yet seen. How irony such things can turn out to be. There is no sadness when I am writing these, just a pinch in the heart; is bearable. How much have I give in, I am not interested, because I know I can do more than these, but how much you had poured out disturbs me, because it just show how much you had.

Have you ever wonder where you placed me in your life today?
Do I even stand in your life, or was I really just a passer-by!
Am I really just that someone you will remember when you are bored?
Hey, you know the answers better than I do.

I can't let go of my past too, but there is no choice, and I chose to stand up against all odds and to tell myself there is no point crying over the spilled milk. I can grow to hate them, detest them and tell the whole world everything about them, BUT it didn't bring me any joy to do it, nor any freedom to spell that out. It only shows how shallow I am. I chose the tough path, I chose to forgive them, to bless them and to be their friend again. Well, you think is easy, try it. I am a girl afterall, and having to be treated like an idiot when I see them walked pass me, but at least I know, I will leave the world with no regrets.

The past always haunt us, that's what I have been telling you, but we can choose to allow the scary past to bless us with a right journey in life. Learn from it. Your tomorrow is not determine by how you wake up the next day, but how you choose to look at it when you wake up. -think about it-

I have grown cold. Tired. Withdrawing that hand of mine to clap yours ever again.

Devotion for the day: PROVERBS 12:25
"AN ANXIOUS HEART WEIGHS A MAN DOWN, BUT A KIND WORD CHEERS HIM UP."

I can't believe this, but God is just so real. He gives me that exact word that I should live with for the day, daily. My desire today will be to have that strength to have the kind words out of me to cheer you on in life, though I know I had already sent out one unpleasant message early this morning. Well, take it or leave it, is in your courts today.

A song that speaks of my heart now.
Forever - Westlife
I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

you are the sun you are my life
and your the last thing on my mind before I go to sleep at night
you're always round when I'm in need
when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world, who could love me likeyou do
that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you

[chorus]

we`ve had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to give and take
it's so much more than i could have dreamed, I could have dreamed
cause you make loving you so easy for me
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you

[chorus]

and girl I pray you leave me never
cos this is the world where lovers often go astray
but if we love each other we won't go that way
so put your doubts aside
do what it takes to make it rightcos i love you forever no one can tear us apart.

*a song that speaks so much, yet how irony that is!*
waiting,
daphnechloefaith
1st draft @ 6.30am, editted @ 1230hr

-I cant imagine I waited for a day hoping to see your name appeared on my phone, but it didn't.-
-I cant imagine I missed you so much in just a day.-
-I cant imagine without me taking the steps, nothing could be done-
-I cant imagine-
But now I understand, I was the only one in the whole picture. You were not sharing the same dream like I had! :)

6:33:00 AM

Monday, January 07, 2008


Just as I was really trying my best to do my homework -project, I was bombarded with so many thoughts that shouldn't even exist. I think about love, family, financial needs, studies, future, God, my physical appearance; you named it, I was thinking about it just a moment ago. I was lost, granting the only option, I turned to God for help because I know with my own strength, it will not be as beautiful as how God would want it to be.
I fear about my studies, because I have so little time to complete so much work. Though I am graduating in 4 weeks time, the amount of work that I have now, seems to me that I am still in year 1. I have no idea how all can be done, than to trust God. In His timing, everything will be done well. I pray for GRACE that my lecturers will be lenient in marking my work. :)
Sometimes, it is just so easy to say that I will resist temptations yet, when I was tempted, I felt so helpless, and many a times,I feel into the trap of temptation. I do regret, but yet again I also made the best lesson learnt out of it. I always tell myself thatI want to wait till 21, not because I am much more mature by then, but because I know I will be able to handle what's tasked and what I chose to take in life. I am saying that people who are in a relationship below the age of 21, their relationship is bound to fail. (Relationship is two parties thingy!) I just choose to wait till 21, before I get into a relationship.
Gazing upon the 8 more months, before the magical age, I fell badly emotionally. I can't wait to get myself to love someone. I just don't want to wait, but thank God, becasue the guy chose not to fall like I did. Though I know I maybe ready to get into it, I am reminded it is a 2 parties story. I was reminded of my covenant.
HE asked me this question before, "When you have crush on me, and I like you too. Then we proceed to be together, do you think we will still last till today?" I can't answer that question and he told me a straight NO, knowing firstly I had broke my covenant with God, how joyful will I be for the rest of my life with him? I may have broke just a covenant, but I will regret for breaking it! How true it is.
If I can't even hold onto what I promised God, what makes you think I can hold my promises to the guy who I claimed I love!? I can't believe I am loving you so much, but I told myself once again, I have to take you with an open hand, believing that if God gives you to me, He will take it away too. I am lost. Sometimes I wish I could have you right at those moment yet some other time, I just wish we were friends.
Can someone test me about my love for him! -haha-
Anyway, everything has to wait. He has his life that he wants to lead before allowing someone to walk with him, and so do I. Above all, I kept hearing the same voice saying that, "I have someone in mind, but I am keeping my options open." If I am that someone, I have to know the challenge with other girls that may come your way, yet if I am not that someone, I have to fight with the someone in your mind.
This is tough. Is there a easy way out in love? I have not lost faith, I had just lost the ability to dare myself to love. I know love is sacrifice, love is initating, and love is waiting. Well, afterall I am a timid girl, I dare not fail! :)
A song that spells out my heart for a moment.
Only Love - Trademark
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
[Chorus]
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye
Love,
Daphne_Chloe_Faith

4:35:00 PM

Saturday, January 05, 2008


I am reminded of being what has called us to be! Are you the friend that Jesus has called you to be?
ASSUREDLY, I SAY TO YOU, IN AS MUCH AS YOU DID TO ONE OF THE LEAST OF THESE MY BRETHREN, YOU DID IT TO ME. -Matthew 25:40

I am truly blessed not because I have many friends but because I have one that make the world a different place for me. I can't be any grateful than to know I can't be the best friend you always want me to be, but I am the best of what God has called me to be in your life. :)

A story that makes me cry.

God I love You more each day. A t-Shirt with holes in it, jeans, and no shoes was literally Bill's wardrobe for his entire four years of college. He was brilliant. Kind of esoteric and very, very bright. He became a Christian while attending college. Across the street from the campus was a well-dressed, very conservative church. They wanted to develop a ministry to the students but were not sure how to go about it.

One day Bill decided to go there. He walked in with no shoes, jeans, his T-shirt, and wild hair. The service had already started and so Bill walked down the aisle looking for a seat. The church was completely packed and he couldn't find a seat. By now, people were really looking a bit uncomfortable, but no one said anything. Bill got closer and closer and close to the pulpit, and when he realized there were no seats, he just sat down right on the carpet.

By now the people are really uptight, and the tension in the air was thick. About that time, the minister realized that from way at the back of the church, a deacon was slowly making his way toward Bill. Now the deacon was in his eighties, had silver-gray hair, and a three-piece suit. A godly man, very elegant, very dignified, very courtly. He walked with a cane and, as he started walking toward this boy, everyone was saying to themselves that you can't blame him for what he's going to do. How can you expect a man of his age and of his background to understand some college kid on the floor?

It took a long time for the man to reach the boy. The church was utterly silent except for the clicking of the man's cane. All eyes were focused on him. You couldn't even hear anyone breathing. The minister couldn't even preach the sermon until the deacon did what he had to do. And now they saw this elderly man drop his cane on the floor. With great difficulty, he lowered himself and sat down next to Bill, smiles, shakes his hand, and worshiped with him so hewon't be alone.

Everyone choked up with emotion. When the minister regained control, he said, "What I'm about to preach, you will never remember. What you have just seen, you will never forget."

The moral of the story,
"Be careful how you live. You may be the only Bible some people will ever read".


Love
Daphne Chloe Faith

7:40:00 PM

Happy New Year.

It is a new beginning, so do expect great harvest this year. This is the year the Lord has given to us, so try and do give your best in everything you do. Though I was home on the eve on New Year I guess I had the best of it. I was home sorting out what I want to see myself achieve in this New Year, especially my walk with the Lord. I am tired of being so mundane. I want and I know I need to rise up to occasions. I miss those time when I was so on fire for the Lord. Anyway, the Lord knows my plans and walking with Him, I believe my plans will come to pass.

I have 4 more weeks before I bid goodbye to NYP. Yet this 4 weeks will never be a killer until you realized the dates for submissions of projects. Things do happened out of a sudden without us taking a hint of it. My laptop failed me yesterday. The whole screen black out and now I can't even open up unless I do so in safe mode which will take ages for it to enter to the main page. I have no idea how should I feel because I needed my laptop so badly as I have to hand in 3 projects by this weekend. How can I do so without my laptop? Panic, fear and the thoughts of having tears on my heart really made me crazy. Yet how faithful God is. Before everything started to go the wrong way, I did my devotion and the studies I did was on PEACE! The peace of God that surpasses everything. I have no idea what I could do than to pray for miracles.

Miracles do happen, and what's more exciting is when it happened with the help of someone you loved dearly. I have never been that thankful towards a friend of mine until I saw the extended hands that she gave me. A friend who is willing to lend me her laptop to do my work, and willing to accompany me to ACER HQ (in JURONG) on a Saturday morning. I failed though, because my fever did not subside, so I can't travel far. This friend of mine brought her laptop over to my place when she knows I wasn't even well to collect it from her. I am truly blessed by her and her actions. What more can I say and to offer for such a friend. Do you have a friend like this around you today?

People, don't tell me she is loud, she is not nice, she expects so much! Stop telling me all her negatives points because I doubt you have even half of her virtues. She maybe all the bad points you said, but do you have a heart like hers who is willing to do that much for a friend? If you don't just shut and move on in life.

God is indeed a great and awesome God.

I do get jealous too easily. I know I can't expect much when I am with you but I can't bring myself not to think when I saw those photos and those words that you used. I have no idea where I stand in your life and what's the purpose of you holding me in your life. I can't see the future, I dare not hope for the present, all I could was to take a step each and every day. We communicate daily, but everyday after all, I saw the block that's between us, getting bigger and bigger. Your promises to me were like mere words, and I just can't imagine when the day will come when I can fully trust you. I am disappointed not because you lied, but because I can no longer trust you like before.

*This is just a penny of my thought!* This is written when I am down with fever of 38.8 degrees. :(

Continue struggling with projects,
Daphne_Chloe

5:02:00 PM

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