Thursday, June 23, 2005
-DeAr I aM WaItInG fOr yOu-
I saw you in the large crowd.
You walked passed me without saying Hi.
Rushing for some times, I guess.
Slowly I saw myself looking at your direction!
Oh no, I miss you.
I waited for the moment you said you love me.
The day never seemed to be near.
I cried out, " Father Is him I want."
Yet He said, "Is not the right time, even if he is the right guy!"
Emotions grew in many quiet moments.
Feelings changed in those beautiful nights.
Patiently waiting for my Mr Right.
Tears flow.
Heart break!
Dear know that I am waiting for you!
6:59:00 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
-YvOnnE Is fOr yOu-
Yvonne Wong Pui Shan is her name and I get to know her through my Orientation. She was the Overall-IC for that Orientation which was held for 3 days. Her leadership styles and skills were what really had attracted me to get to know her better. Her ways are unique and special, especially on how she caught hold of attention from people.
Get to know her better through MSN, remember the very first conversation, I kept calling her stranger because we simply don't know one another. On 30 May 2005, the first day of my school, she asked me out for a movie. What?! I am going out with a stranger.? I had seen her before during the Orientation but I doubt she did because I was merely just a Freshie then, who ever would notice me out of those hundreds?
Well, things still went on. We went for movie with Samantha (another OGL) too.. It was a really quiet moment for me to obverse them? Surrounding? It was a great time for me to know them or know them better. Nothing really happened on that day, it was just like the beginning of all friendship. Indeed, that day had been marked as the most memorable day for me. Through those quiet times, they had touched my life in their special and unique ways.
Friendship grows every single day, don't they? Yvonne and myself had grown crazy over sending messages to one another. Wonder the bill of my handphone this month!? To me, this is a part of life that I will never regret, even if I have to pay more. Sometimes, some things are just beyond what money can do. I started to know and learn to appreciate her and her flaws and love her for who she is.
Went out with her yesterday (20 June 2005). It was another day of eye opening. I had never realised the hope of life especially when I am unwell. I would always make such a big fuss out of my illness to get the attentions from people. However, before me, she showed me what she had to do everyday/every meal, I cannot resist but to tell myself, "She is great, isn't she?" And in her, I saw the beauty of life where it holds for me and my tomorrow.
I saw the hope beyond that pain.
I saw the tears behind that faith.
I saw the love beyond that hatred.
I saw the smile between that tears.
Yvonne, there are nothing I can say to express how much you are respected. There is no actions to tell you I love your styles. There is no way to ever make me forget you. There is only a wish for you, "Use your talents to touch others the way you had touched mine."
Is really a priviledge having you to cross my life, colouring another colour unto an art piece named My Journey of Life!
Thank you Yvonne for just being you and the real you before me.
Thank you for enduring my rubbish and nonsense all these while.
Thank you for being so caring when I was sick.
Thank you for making me laugh when I was sad.
Thank you for showing the concern upon my life.
Thank you for the what I had been looking for, A Friend.!
Thank you for all you had done!
I know is never enough, but I just hope this is a small token to show you, you are truly appreciated!
6:05:00 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Always be a childI was there when you drew the breath of life
I could hear your voice
The first time you cry
Though you couldn't see me
I was very near
And here's something now
That I want you to hear
Chours:
You will always be a child in My eyes
When you need some love
My arms are open wide
And even though you're growing old
I hope you'll realise
You will always be a child n My eyes
I was there the first time that you prayed
And I heard all the promises you made
And when you fell before me
Crying, "Father, I have sinned"
I picked you up and held you close again
Chorus 2:
I will always be a child in Your eyes
When i need some love
Your arms are open wide
And even though I'm growing old
Father I realize
I will always be a child in Your eyes
8:21:00 PM