Monday, March 23, 2009
LOVE : You are my HERO.
I remembered what it was like :
FIRST MONTH :
I was so busy, I can't even remembered that incident happened! SECOND MONTH :
Reality sink in; I was devastated. What's tomorrow?THIRD MONTH :
I hated it and I wished everything just didn't go that way! FORTH MONTH :
I know what I will do; bless and be blessed. =]]I never believe time heals. I remembered when I was young, I always said, "Time NEVER heal only God does." This is true to a certain extend, but as I aged (I'm still young hor), seeing the days passed me by, I guess I can't deny the fact time does help. Well, it doesn't heal, it just allow you and I forget those wonderful memories and to move on leaving that past behind. [you and I have to leave that "package" at the altar and never to pick up again]
Have you ever asked yourself what's love? Have you ever come across couples who truly love each other and can't be together? Have you ever thought what's passionate love?Have you?Those days when I was on my vow, I remembered I "helped" many of my peers who were in and out relationships. My shoulders were where tears of "unjust" flow. (LOL) I knew why all those while, I chose to be single, just simply to avoid those pains. Well, even as I grew older, such moments still happened! Tears still flow, but now, no longer tears of "unjust" but rather, tears of "doubt". Why do two people who truly love each other can't be together? You asked why.
I asked why.
We conclude life is NEVER fair.We can't fight for what's meant to be, cause no matter how, the outcome is going to be the same, just that it is either NOW or LATER! After about FOUR MONTHS, I guess I have to make a decision and that's, "if there's nothing you can do, just ACCEPT the REALITY." So just accept it. Things will turn around as time come around. The doors are opened once again. My heart is free once more. [if you actually know what this mean] Anyway, to my best friend out there, I don't want to use words to help you through, cause when I was in your stage, words were the last thing I want to hear, cause it was so easy for people to just "comment" their comfort but never understand the "pain" to overcome it. Like I told you, I won't use words, but I will just be here for you when you need me. I promised I won't say much, but I will cry with you. I love you always, so really give yourself what you need and stand up once again. You are beautiful dear! Love love love,daphne
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