Friday, February 06, 2009
Rainbow of Truth
In the bible, Rainbow represents the sign of covenant from God, a promise, a truth that God gave to His people. Every time I see rainbow, I will be chilled and smiled because it is as if I see God before me. I remembered when I was working in the year 2007, I saw a CIRCLED rainbow. Despite the hot weather, I stood there and be amazed by the wonders of God and I remembered God spoke to me, "That's my love for you, it goes round and round."
Yet we know rainbow comes only after a downpour of heavy rain. A time of trials and pain with firm belief that God is with you always. No matter is too tough if God is with us, yeah! Like I always tell people, "Tough times don't last, only tough man". You and I are TOUGH man and woman because TOUGH simply means [Thoughts Of Using God's Help]. We are children of God who never fail to tap unto the Help of Christ. I always love rainbow. It is just a promise from God to man. Many believe that when you see rainbow, it is a promise from God to you. (LOL) I have such a belief too. It has been a long time since I last saw a rainbow (maybe I have not been staring up to the sky).
Recently, I have been going through painful times with people around me. I often try to do the best I can to help, but many a time, such help became help of complacency at the end of the day. I am taken for granted. I was treated as if I am NOT a human! I have been asking myself the past few days, why bother to be Miss Nice when all that I am getting back are nasty remarks from people who NEVER spare a thought?! I just have no idea WHY, after tears of relief I will find myself standing up and doing it all over again.
Have I not believe in failure? I do, but I also believe failure is NEVER FINAL. I chose forgiveness above everything. I chose God above me. =] You may think I am holy, but I don't care because if you know what it takes to lean on Christ, you know nothing on earth will ever be tough for you. =] I am okay now, after 2 days of tears and pain before God. I am meant to be stronger than I was yesterday. =]
Anyway, back to the topic, why did I mention rainbow! After 2 days of heartaches, I saw my rainbow, but not in the sky. I saw my rainbow who clears my day. I saw the arc of love that's lavish. I saw the future stronger and brighter. I remember Lot's wife. I remember not to look back anymore. Yesterday had past, Tomorrow has yet to come, but Today is what I have to give. =]
I used to adore Mr Sunshine, who bring joy and smile to my life but that's past. I need something more and the Lord never fail to bring me from glory to glory, from breakthrough to breakthrough. He offered me Mr Rainbow. =]
Thank you for being my Mr Rainbow who clears my pain, who stood by me when I cry. Thank you for loving me as who I am. Thank you. =] Hold my hands and help me forget my past. Thank you Rainbow man =] *love love*
Rainbow Dar,
daphne
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