Friday, February 27, 2009
My history is part of His Story for me!
After growing tired of everything, is just time to tap into God's strength to carry on! Many a time, I find myself so weak but yet whenever I see myself overcoming it, I can't help but to thank God and praise Him for what He is doing in my life. Honestly speaking, MOST if not many of the times, I NEVER understand why God allow such things to happen!
I have grown tired of it and God just speak a word to convince me!
FORGIVENESS
I have never felt so tired in doing what I am tasked until this time round, because I found out, I did the wrong way. And the spirit came to teach me the right way, I felt relieved, I felt light and most importantly, I know is from God. Remember not to nurse your hurt, but to always keep your eyes to the Holy of Holies. Even till today, I never understand how could everything be like this, but nevertheless, I know there's a reason for everything that's happening in every season of my life. Not just did I know, I believe. =]]
I remembered my Cell Group Leader shared with us in the Cell Group Meeting, as long as we are on our way to solve this jigsaw puzzle, the puzzle will be ugly because it is not complete. The picture will only be amazingly beautiful when the last piece is fixed into it and we see the BIG PICTURE of everything. When he said that, I can imagine God playing the jigsaw puzzle and the "outcome" of the picture is my life story on earth! I can't see the outcome but I know that God is fixing it well with every piece that He is choosing.
I know I am smiling at the storm of life because I have had and will continue to trust God as I walked this way. I am happy and God is indeed very good to me.
WHY?
Because He sent me amazing boys into my life. They are awesome; beyond what I can describe. They are the great and they treat me like a princess, made me feel love and willing to walk with me through the journey ahead in front of me. They are great, but like what I promised, even as much as I want to be in a relationship, I want to be fair to them. I want him (the ultimate one) to know I love him for who he really is and not because I was replacing him with what was lost. Anyway, they know I am enjoying their presence and most importantly, I am enjoying single-hood and serving the Lord.
Time will tell. =]
PS : Do watch the show "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" and "Marley and Me". These two movies are the best shows I have had ever watched. The plot and the story line is amazing, what's more they have a storybook.
Somethings we can really learn from movie. I have realized true love are not found, they are build by the couples. Troubles and pain are just part and parcel of life. It is how you overcome as 1 (when 2 become 1). When we are overwhelmed by the surrounding, take charge and bite the bullet of pain TOGETHER.
DO NOT END WHAT YOU CAN MEND.
It is by no chance that 2 people meet and agree to come together. Love is no longer about just romance but really to appreciate and accept the person. We do not need the person to change for us because we love them for who they are, but a flip side of the coin says, if the person truly loves you, he/she will change just to fit you and your needs. True love is indeed about sacrificing. =]] AMEN!
I have grown up so much. My thinking has changed. My life is moving from glory to glory. PRAISE GOD.
love and lots of love,
daphne_chloe
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