Sunday, February 01, 2009
God is proud of me and so am I proud of myself =]
As my previous entry wrote, I myself have come to a conclusion. =] I am really happy (more than happy; words just can't explain) about it. I told myself not just am I going to just tell people I have make the choice of moving on, rather I am showing everyone I have indeed did it. I make the first step yesterday, I went to talk to him, with no hidden string than just to want to talk to him as a friend. My conscious was clear and I have had a pretty good chat with him!
I remembered someone told me it would be great to know what I want to know along. I agreed too but when I know what I want, I guess nothing can change me! (I am very strong-willed) Since yesterday, I have a strong feeling that came to me that is I still love him, but the love I have for him is the love I have had given to everyone around me; nothing any special.
Nothing to feel awkward or pain about anymore. I have had indeed look ahead and believe in the Almighty God. Well, I know I am ready for it once again but I am just going to wait and be sure of the one I am choosing. He is going to be my other half, AMEN! =]
I have learn and understood well, I can plan but I want the Lord to lead me through. Now, I just want to thank everyone who have had stood by me all these while. I have make you proud with all the decisions I have had made. =]
*God thank You for breakthroughs in life! Love Jesus
love,
d
10:57:00 PM
