Saturday, January 03, 2009
Lost
I have no idea which way I am heading anymore. I felt like a roller-coaster going through high and low. I am lost sometimes while other I was/am very determined. A friend of mine accompanied and saw the tears that fell (first person who seen me cry over this matter - I'm a good actor yeah!) last night at my void deck till 2plus. I was a little tipsy, but I know what I am saying, how I was feeling and it is the truth that when you drink, what you speak, you speak from the heart. I cried cause I felt the pain piercing through me, I saw my own pride that kills me, I realized how dumb I was to pin on nothing. It hurts. (not saying that I have not been facing it) I reflected while I listen too; how did I cause everything to be so bad before my eyes - no one to blame, no one to point fingers on than myself.
Where do I stand today?
What am I feeling now?
When will this end instantly?
Who have been hurt overnight? -I don't wanna be selfish, but I am sorry-
Why the journey seems so far? - Love is not a destination, is a journey! [haha]-
How?
-maybe i need to go through some depression courses to help me, or even........... I don't know-
What's my love today? How have I define love today! -my pride killed me and my love!-
SOLITUDE PLEASE
Every NEW day, I just press onto the Word of God, sometimes it doesn't really help me at all, at that moment, but I know I will still hold on until I see a breakthrough myself. "Breakthrough happens so that God can break in to help us" A LAND FOR WHICH THE LORD YOUR GOD CARES; THE EYES OF THE LORD YOUR GOD ARE ALWAYS ON IT, FROM THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR TO THE VERY END OF THE YEAR. ( DEUTERONOMY 11:12 *NKJV )As we begin the year 2009, with all the problems the World is facing, it can be unsettling to the mind. Today, I will share with you 10 predications that are sure to come true this year! Top 10 Predictions for 2009 1. The Bible will still have all the answers. 2. Prayer will still be the most powerful thing on Earth.. 3. The Holy Spirit will still move. 4. God will still honor the praises of His people. 5. There will still be God-anointed preaching. 6. There will still be singing of praise to God. 7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people. 8. There will still be room at the Cross. 9. Jesus will still love you. 10..Jesus will still save the lost when they come to Him. Isn't It Great To Remember Who Is Really In Control, and that; "THE WORD OF THE LORD ENDURES FOREVER." Amen. ( 1 Peter 1:25 )my love, i love
daphne_chloe
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