Saturday, January 24, 2009
Don't look to my faith, look to Jesus
If we are sick, we all must know that we are/have already been healed because of the finished work of Christ. We know we do not have to ask do I have that faith to believe I am healed! Do I even have the right kind of faith that's required to be healed! Or even what am I lacking to be healed? Don't ask anymore, stop focusing on ourselves, rather set your eyes to the Cross of Christ.I realized how I have taken my eyes to fix on Christ despite all that's happening around me. Time has passed me by so fast. 3 months of working in this company has made me learn a lot about life and being more than just a conqueror in life. I am so thankful that as I look back to where was I 3 months ago and where am I today, I am just overwhelmed knowing I have had moved on towards a new level in life. =] Working life is indeed different, but I know this is what it is to be in the "package" of what God has in stored to all He loves.
Many has asked why I chose to move on after 3 months of working here, despite me sharing all the good reports about my stay in the Company. Well, partly was because my Boss told me about recession and the needs of pay cut being a perm stuff. It has caught my attention knowing my probation has come to an end, it kept me thinking what I really want. =] I was disappointed when the decision has to be made of moving on and leave my comfort zone, but I fix my eyes of Christ, not knowing what to expect, I know I have nothing to be afraid.
I know I have tried my best, to know the best I can when I was serving and doing my best. I work from 8am to 6pm (leaving on the dot) but when I was home, work was all that I can think of. I felt so no life, but yet I know, I enjoy and I love what I was tasked to, so I have no complain, even when I was marked "no life" by my peers. I have no complaint towards all the tedious, time consuming work that was asked when people think is so "easy and simple". People may think I am just following with no mindsets of my own, but I know what it takes to honor my leaders and follow the ways they have asked me to.
I left with no regrets of not doing my best, or was I stagnant at where I was 3 months ago. I have no fear of what tomorrow holds. Indeed God has proved Himself to be faithful and true. Immediately, a day after I decided to quit, someone called me for an interview next Wednesday. I was shocked that in such a downturn, God still works the best for me to help me through. I am excited that as I walk with Christ, I am filled with no worries. =]
I left the company with a fact in my heart, I have nothing to lose yet I have all that I have gained. I will never be too proud to tell the world that I have reached where I was destined but rather I am walking again and again till I reached my final destination. I don't know how long, I don't know how tough, but all I know, I am in the good hands of my Father in Heaven. I believe as God closes a door for me, He opens a wider better door. I thank God for being God of my life. =]
Thank God for providing, thus let's continue to hold on even when we are faithless, God is faithful. Don't lean on your strength to rush, stop and listen to the voice of the Spirit today.
Love,
daphne_chloe
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