Tuesday, December 30, 2008
"When there's a wound, use medicine to heal it. If it does not heal in a day, make it two. It is still hurts after so, let's give it a longer try, to a week or maybe even two. Surely as you are faithful in taking in the medicine to heal the wound, time and the effects of the medicine will proof that you will recover."
This is what my DOCTOR BOSS told me after I went back to work today, after a relapse of pain inside of me the whole of yesterday. When he spoke that, my heart was triggered for a moment. It does not just apply in physically sickness, it applies in emotional and spiritual sicknesses too. I thought time will not heal the pain, and I grow up believing that, but yet to that certain extend, time does heal the broken-hearted. I believe God was the only healer of my life, but above and beyond that, God gave me time to be that ultimate healer too. I thought a week would heal that huge wound, but it didn't. Well, I gave it 10 days, still it lingers - almost made an U-turn and headed back. (thank God I was firm). Then it came two weeks, when I felt the pain was a little lighten. Soon it was 20 days and now after 25 days and counting, I am further and further away from what was lost and what was called pain. =] *praise God*
I could not have overcome without my determination and firm believe in God. Not only did I believe that with Him, I am the majority, not only did I agree that greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world, surely not only remembering that I am more than a conqueror in Christ, I did what I should. I work towards the goal with those belief. I did not only rely on a God who is there, I work together with Him and that's why I am where I am today. I know my past has no more say in me, and I have moved on.
Time has proven that it will heal, God has showed that He is still as faithful. Nothing is impossible if only you believe that your God is greater than your problems. Stop whinning over the pain, focus on the Love that will overflow in you. To some people out there, stop thinking that your problem is so big and others are just minor. I won't say I have a HUGE problem, but it was huge enough for me to deal with, however I chose to look far beyond that HUGE PROBLEM, I saw the LOVE that surronds and surpasses my problems. I held on and every moment, until I see God move in my heart, in my life. If my God can do it for me, He can do it for you too. Remember NOTHING, and again I say, NOTHING is impossible for Him to do, if only you are willing to seek Him.
Praise God for leading me through, even to the extend that I know I made no regret in the path I have chosen. The time has passed me by, the journey has ended. I wait no more but to just move on for a better future tomorrow. =]
A life I lay at the altar once again. I am ready to be used, I am ready to be that vessels to preach the gospel. Jesus I am ready, to the river I am going, bringing sins I cannot bear, I will walk as You say. I am so sure I am building up N318 together and I am so going to love my little ones. I am ready. =]
*I am not interested in hearing anything about my EX, my past. So friends, help me and help yourself, you don't have to judge over what had happened nor do you have to comment anything much, he is still as great as I first knew him and forever he will be. This is my belief so please respect me.* Thank you
Love,
daphne_chloe
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