Tuesday, December 02, 2008
If only :
1. Life is smooth and peaceful
2. Love is easy and romantic
3. Joy is smile and laughter
Then :
1. I will never be more than a conqueror
2. I will never learn to appreciate
3. I will never experience the price of tears
I really thank God and people around me for I live in a world of reality and not fantasy. I am on the court of learning every now and then, and I am glad for that teachable spirit that God has given me.
I know life is full of ups and downs, surely and importantly, I shouldn't be dwelling on the negative always. Down moments are just growing up time and great experience with the Lord, not forgetting it will always be those stepping stones which were once stumbling blocks that bring me up to yet another level.
I am entering into a reality of what it takes to love and to be loved. Being a young woman of my own thoughts, it was really tough for me to fight on, but thank God for an angel "joseph" who were/are/will always be there for me to teach me. Well, not the most patient dude around, but surely, with his strength, he is giving me the best he can. I am just so thankful for a young man like him.
The ultimate meaning of JOY. -Jesus, Others and You- It is more than just smile and laughs, but the deep feelings that flow from within. *Thank God for the strength to pass on the joy that's within me.*
Today is another bad day to begin with, sorry sweetheart, but he makes today a special day. =] I was in the worst of my moment, where I think I am just nothing, I am not even worthy. *I am just normal, I have my down moments too, so readers, don't always think I am that *high*.* I felt like giving up everything, and let go of everything in my hands. [so dumb of me, cause I have had based it with my emotions] I am just too "tired". Even after being assured, it didn't get me anywhere better, rather, it has pissed off my dearest one. I am just LOST. argh...
But my dear never fail to be just there once again. He surprised me today in my lowest moment, with flowers. Is SUNFLOWER and a BEAR. *Sunshine bear* I got shocked when I came back from toilet and that's it, on my table and with a card that writes "hugs from me to you". I was overwhelmed.
Just the flowers
I don't know what more to say than to be just thankful to God and for him who makes everything possible for me. It makes me smile all the days of my life when he is so proud of me being his girlfriend and that the ultimate journey we are heading on is marriage and eternity.
These 2 are what will be with me till forever. I love them, is call Pooh and the Sunshine Bear.
*when I took this picture, it just reminds me of us, he is the pooh and I am the sunshine bear. the bear will always lean and trust on pooh, while pooh will be supporting all the way*
These are the love of my life, I will never sleep without them *at home*.
Thank you so much my love, you have made my day like mourning into dancing, my sorrow into joy. Thank you for just being able to stand by me when I needed someone most. Thank you dear.
The love that pumps always.
*you know why sunshine bear?*
dear replies: "It is because you are my sunshine, you are always smiling at me."
This statement makes me wanna share all my life with, not only sunshine, but through storms and rain, shine or darkness. =]
Love dear,
daphne_chloe
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