Monday, December 22, 2008
The end is just yet the beginning
The end of me means the living of Christ
The end of 2008 means is the start of 2009
The end of life means the start of eternal living
The end of pregnancy is the start of parenthood
The end of a relationship means WHAT?
People think my feelings changes as the environment around me change
People predicted that I am just as fine as they think I would
People assumed things were as easy if not easier than they can assume
But PEOPLE OUT THERE.
I dare to swear (knowing I can't) my feelings have NEVER changed since DAY 1. You all have think that I have changed but is because I have my pride too. I want my face, I tell you people I have moved on and I am. Yet sadly to say, moving on is NEVER as easy as anyone can expect it to me. Don't tell me what 1 months or 3 months, is not the duration. Don't tell me I am walking in circle, well at least I am honest. I know I am but in a huge way, but slowly and assuredly I am moving on well and one day I will be free. But until that day, people let me fall as many times as I can.
I don't know what I want to say anymore, I just know is not easy and it is not getting any easier. I know what I want, but is just plain stupid in the eyes of others. I know and I know if I were to walk back that way, I won't listen to what you people will comment or how I will be judge, because I know my life, and I know how I want it to be.
*this entry has no one to direct too, but I am just too tired of people asking me anything everything with regards to this*
If I just don't want to talk, just maybe leave me alone bah. Thanks.
"my love for you goes on and on"
Shinning His Light
Daphne_Chloe
9:31:00 PM
