Monday, October 27, 2008
Public Holiday!
I sent out to Sentosa early in the morning for some activity that was organized within the zone. It was actually to get to know more people around; within the zone and to see if sparks will be possibly be created. To me, I went with a heart of knowing friends and a time to relax before I start a new start of my life, tomorrow; Working Life. I played all the games and enjoy the time with the rest of the people, getting to know others as well; enlarge my social circle within the church. Anyway, it was fun time bah.
On my way home, I was asked about that sensitive question again! It just kept me thinking about what I really want in life. I mean not just about wishing, hoping, praying, but WANTING. While I was bathing just now, I felt the Lord spoke to me, "My dear, did you realized you have never yearn for something so badly in My Name before?" I stood in my bathroom and think, yes, I have NEVER asked for something so badly in God's name ever before, not even when my uncle had to pass away before my eyes, not even when my life was in the worst stage. Until now, I "begged" God, I prayed, I visualized, I asked God for something; something precious in my life. He asked me then, "Will I not give it to you then?" I was stunned.
What seems impossible to me, just means it takes a little longer time with God and me to work well. :) I thought that whatever I do, I can save something but I know I can't, I tried to give up everything I have and anything I need to have that, but it just seems no. =] Anyway, the 7 days of morning prayer, you will see me there in church to pray and to pray and to pray. 2 Chronicles 7:14 " if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land." [Land = Daphne's heart - hahaha]
I Love You Sweet Jesus
I Love You My Lord
I desire more of You
Closer in my life,
I surrender my heart to You
I Love You Sweet Jesus
I Love You My Lord
Ill give up all I have
In exchange for all of You
I belong to no one else but You
I close my eyes
Lift up hands to worship You
You're the love of my life
No one else matters
In this world but You
No one can take Your place
In my heart
God love me,
Daphne
7:21:00 PM
