Sunday, October 26, 2008
I Love God Wholeheartedly
While I was serving in Children Church yesterday, my heart was really burdened, because this Saturday was so different compared to the last few. I was crying within me but I know despite what I have to smile and give my best when I am serving. I tear a few times, my eyes were red, there were tears in my eyes, but within me, I was praying for the strength to really move on. What surprises me was, even my children were crying and for no reasons, they were crying, they entered the hall, yelling and screaming. My spirit spoke inside of me, God know exactly the kind of pain and heartaches you are going through. Immediately, I got the strength to serve and play with the children. Having them to sit on my lap, hug and kiss me, I think they made my day.
I had a chance to speak to mummy. I'm just overwhelmed by the words of encouragements she gave me. I mean I thank God for sending me great mummy in my life. [Another "mummy" is my spiritual mentor]
Today, I attended Service 3. I brought home a lot of things that was shared by Pastor Kong. I mean I really caught a lot, not being taught, but I really caught the spirit with it. One thing that Pastor Kong shared was how to still praise and worship God in times where I need to grinned my teeth, hold my fist, and bite the bullet of pain and still say, Lord I trust in You, I LOVE YOU. It is tough, really no joke about it, but again, I know, the peace that flows with the spirit of surrendering and trusting.
So much more to say about the God I love, but I just want to share this song that has made my heart cry so loud.
His love will never fail me
My God reigns – He’s ruling over all
In all my Life
In every situation I know
My God is greater
My God is over all
(Verse 1)
I have a hope so sure
An anchor for my soul
My peace in the worst of times
I trust in God alone
(Pre Chorus)
Let every voice declare it now
(Verse 2)
By faith I have believed
And on this truth I stand
No power in life or death
Can take me from His hand
Above all sickness, above all fear
Above every heartache here
In earth and heav’n – My God reigns!
Above all power, above all thrones
The greatest love I’ve ever known
Today, forever, my God reigns!
Agape,
daphne
11:51:00 PM
