Saturday, August 02, 2008
counting down to graduation : 22 days
counting down to birthday : 43 days
As days pass by, I do have a double feelings towards those big events that are coming into my life. I am excited in a way, yet lost because I have no idea what to anticipate after that. Anyway, it will be going to be a time where I should trust God for more than what my mind can hold, for we all often say, His ways are ALWAYS higher than ours.
I have been thinking how to answer people question recently. It was really tough for me because I never really thought of this every year, but this year many push me to give them an answer. Alright, maybe I should spend sometime thinking, deep thinking, because I never like people to waste their money of stuff of which I do not like nor need.
1. I wish to have a drum set (Far too EX)
2. I wish to have nicer clothes (give vouchers, I go buy myself)
3. Some pampering vouchers (Facial, Slimming down - haha)
4. Some latest CDs
5. Some impacting books which I should have!
6. Jewellery
7. Camera, PSP, MP3, Handphone
8. Money :P
Above are what I want not what I truly need! It is okay, if I do not receive them, because those are what I call bonus in life. I won't be sad if I do not have them.
1. I need a Boyfriend - Husband
2. Closer time with my family
3. I want to serve in a ministry
Above all, this year as I step into what many said "Freedom" years, I want to have such a freedom to do what I desire for God. I want to serve God, I want to love God, I want to have a even closer relationship with God. This may sounds "holy" but I do not care what others may think of me, but I just know I love God, I will do anything at any cost.
I can't wait for tonight dinner! Should I punk you?
11:54:00 AM
