Saturday, May 17, 2008
God restores the broken
Communication is TWO way (both talk)
Authority is RESPECT (you gain it, not earn it)
Accountability is BUILDING (people share to be edified)
Sometimes, I really do felt so unfair, but again when was life ever FAIR? I was accused for someone's mouth and certainly just because they think they are right. I seriously want to vent out my disappointment, but I know I simply can't. I won't spoil the image of you and I don't want to fight for myself, because justice will be shown at the end of the day. I know I did no wrong and I was the one who actually told myself and many others what's the right thing to do before you even came to this picture.
Anyway, I for once really want to give my destiny in God. I was so broken and I have no one of which I can turn to (not to mention G0d). I was accused and I bear the cross myself. I was hurt and I suffer the cross myself. My family is pain I hold the cross myself. I really want to give up but thank God for His SUPERNATURAL strength to carry me on. He just came and lifted me up every time I am so down and without me realising it, yet nevertheless, when I look back, I know and I know it is only through His strength, I OVERCOME.
11th April (2)- Late uncle admitted to hospital
16th April (3)- Uncle passed away
5th May (5) - Mum was very sick
16th May (6) - I was crushed
16th May (6) - Last uncle got FITS (first time in his life)
In the back of my mind, I was wondering what is God doing? Allowing satan to attack me again and again. Since SOT starts, my life has been more challenging than before, and I really thought why not just give up and allow my family to be in great peace. Nobody knows how much this pain will be, one after another.
I held on the God because I know and am reminded that greater its destiny, greater is trials and tribulations. I have no idea what's my destiny, but I am sure to know, I will be in Heaven and God will tell me, "My good and faithful servant".
God's revelation for me
I saw myself as a light stick that was broken and in that long stick there is many lights (bulbs or buttons) that needed to be cracked before it shows it real, true brightness. God is excited and He broke a few together this time round. While I am fighting to bring forth the light (overcoming my problems), it was indeed painful and tough, but nevertheless, I know when all is over, the stick will be a light that shines for many. (if you know what I mean, else buy a light stick and experience it yourself)
I will hold on. I will fight on.
I will carry on.
I will wait upon the Lord, who will raise me up like an eagle
Never give up
d.
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