Saturday, March 29, 2008
Sacrifice of Praise
God has been so real and I know He will be even more real to me in no times because I chose to keep my faith and eyes on Him and the Cross. Going to bible school will yet be the best choice and event that's going to happen this year. I am really excited. To be honest, I am afraid too. I tried to plan out my timetable for myself for the next 5 months and I am just thinking if I can pull myself through. I kept pushing myself to the grace of understanding about the promises God gave me, still I feared a little. I am leaning and placing a huge packet of faith to my Saviour's hands.
5.00am - Arise
5.05am - Exercise
5.30am - Wash Up
6.30am - Leave Home
7.45am - Reach Boon Lay MRT
Hopefully 8am - Reach Church Office
8.00am - Pray
8.45am - Class starts
1pm - Home sweet Home
I just going to make this timetable comes to pass. Going to grow spiritually, I am going to get myself physically fit too. With these, I am going to train my mental strength. I want to be fully stretched. This is going to be a big trial for me but I am foreseeing the grace that's going to be poured into my life, I am excited. I know there is nothing I will want to do, than to just focus on God and His will for me.
I want to be a sheep today. I just want to follow my shepherd's voice. As I walk through this stage of my life, I am believing for a breakthrough, a higher calling. He would not break me, rather He will restore me, and for every mini-stage, I am going to place my hope in Him. I will keep on walking despite how tough the journey maybe, I am going to run, no matter how tiring I may be. Above all, I am going to praise Him regardless how painful it's going to be.
It is so true that even when we walk through the valley of the shadow of death we fear no evil, for You are with me, Your rod and Your staff they comfort me. With experiences, I know it is only by trusting God, tough times will turn into strengthening moments. I love this, EVERY DISAPPOINTMENTS ARE GOD'S DIVINE APPOINTMENTS.
I am going to trust God in every area; physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, financially. Everything, I am going to trust God. I am going to place my hope in Christ alone. God will never let me down. NEVER WILL HE FORSAKE YOU.
With this, I wish to receive my best birthday gift this year.
1) Graduation in SOT
Before I end, I going to write some presents which I wish to receive this year!
1) More friends to come to Christ and serve alongside me in CHC - N318 & N327
2) Boyfriend - Potential one!!
3) To be your friend and smile with you
4) Anything that you wish that I could have
I'm going to pamper myself a NKJV leather bible as a gift to myself, since I got into SOT. :P
love,
d.
*J, everything is gonna be alright. Trust God for more than these and remember God makes ways for us, even when we don't believe and when our eyes may not perceive. Your tears are seen by God, and from this moment as you trust, God is strengthening you and maximizing your capacity. Hold on my faith. Love.
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