Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Like I mention and I will say it again, all of us deserves a second chance to move on in life. Even when someone has gone against us, we need to forgive and fully surrender this someone to the Father above. You and I are not judge so don't do what the Judge(Jesus) has to do in judgement day. If I can chose forgiveness above hatred, I don't see why people around me can't do it. I can overcome this situation not because I have to but because I want to. God is an awesome God who is guiding and healing my heart and above all, I have a mother who has gone through this same situation and is teaching me the right way to cope with this.
There are many things I wish I can do, like being a friend when I know you needed someone but I chose obedience this time round. I am asked not to talk to you for this period of time for whatever reason they have mentioned to me. Well, is not that I don't care but I've known and understood I can't care for now. However, if you realised my angels have always been there for you. (if you know who they are) I wish you could move on, not be hook by what you have had done, because you need to move on in life.
People, out there! I have moved on, I am getting better with each growing day, stop bringing me to the past by asking how am I and how I have been doing. Seriously, it doesn't help when I am trying to overcome and you being there to bring me back to the past. By the way, even if I have to share with someone due to the pain that still exist, I know who to choose and who to speak to. Please respect me and whoever will be in this situation. I don't need the whole world to know nor the whole world to understand, if you want, just keep me in prayer. Is more than enough!!!
8 years of waiting! I just don't understand what makes you wait since I was a young girl (Secondary 1 then) till today. I realised it was so easy for me to love than for me to be loved but now I told myself, unless I am loved, I will love no more. I know you will wait till the day I am married and still like me no matter what, so unless and until you can prove you can love me, will then decide if you are the man!
13 February 2008
I still left with 7 more months before my covenant ends, but nevertheless, it doesn't mean that I am 21, I have to be in a relationship. I won't want to get hurt anymore, unless I bring myself to such a pain again. Love in BGR is not what I am concern for now, I am concern about how I can love my brothers and my sisters, especially towards the Sunshine Club. I know what I want in life today, I want to run back to the race that I am called to and called for. This journey is going to be tough, is going to be long when I know satan is never happy with what I want to do for God, but nothing will hold me back to give the best now. I believe in where I am today, my church;CHC and my cell group;N318&N327 is where God wants me to be.
*Drew will be back on 27 Feb 1 plus in the morning. -keep him in prayer-*
love Christ,
Daphne_Chloe :P
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