Wednesday, February 20, 2008
It's been a few days since I last posted an entry here. Though I am out of school for good, I felt I am so much busier than I was rushing projects and mugging for exams. I spent a lot of times investing in lives once again and I am thankful that I am the laborer that's in the harvest NOW. I ought to believe I am called for a time like these, I need to focus and stay tune to the calling and the voice of God. :)
There are so many things to thank God for.
1.
For CHC. [Pastor's sermon have been giving me the chance to think and to know God even deeper.]
2.
For the CG. [Thank you for praying with me and giving me that space to be who I am when I was in my lowest. I know there is nothing more to say than to thank each and everyone of you who had allowed me to be part of this family. I am thankful I know you]
3.
For my family. [My parents are to talking terms; negotiating and planning for the future now]
4.
For my lovely BaoBei.[You have been the light and thank you for always being there]
5.
For my Sunshine club friends. (Rachel, Michelle, Daryl, Jerome, Nicky, Emmie) [Thank you for sharing me the prime time of life;enjoyment]
6.
TomSumJo. (Kor Tommy & Jie Sharon) [My physical source of help. Thank you so much for your never failing help. Both of you had given me that chance to rise up once again after each fall. Kor, I will always remember what you said, you may not have the chance to see us (3 besties and me) grow up together like others may have, but you had the chance to understand and grow with us. Thank you]
7.
Acer HQ. [They gave me a new hard disk of 120GB when I only owned a 100GB for free.]
The list just goes on and on. There is just no one day where I can stop praising and thanking God, especially when I know my life is back directing on the will of His. Woopie!!
I just watched PS I LOVE YOU with my beloved sunshine club friends, though is so much a "Fairytale" story but the storyline makes me think;deep and good thinking. There were tears that flow out of my 2 besties' eyes but as a girl, I guess the show worth our tears, though I didn't cry. I bought the book to read since I am so free, and goodness, the story that was imprint with words brings me to tears.
"Is not about love and grief, is about hope!" -Book PS. I Love You
How true it is that I no longer fought in love nor in grief, but in delight of hope. I carried on knowing nothing can ever make me feel "sour" again.
Been praying about whether I should be joining School of Theology (SOT) this year. I was reminded by my mentor that God give us wisdom to make decisions in life, and whatever we choose, God is sovereign, He will lead us through. Prayer is not about obtaining what you desire but the will of God in your life. I was brought back to WHY do I want to join SOT!
1. I want to give the time of my life to God.
2. I want to grow in depth with the Lord.
3. I want to be equipped so that I can be His guiding light to friends around me. (Isaiah 6:8b)
4. I want to see God's prophesy coming to past.
5. I want to know my Living God. (John 1.1)
Decisions determines who I am. Decisions also determine who you are! :)
PS I LOVE YOU
Daphne_Chloe
6:21:00 PM
