Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I simply love to spend time with people, getting to know what they have been up and their true personalities and characters through conversations. I dislike analyzing especially on people, but then when opportunities come, I will seized. -I'm not judging but well, I am alerting myself-
I had a chat with my long lost friend. We did not contact for about 5 months due to some hurts that we left on each other, we called a off towards communication so that we can be healed and forget the past. Guess what. Time did an extremely good job for us. Well, I believe God did a great job in healing our hearts too. Today, we chatted like we used too again. Though we both feel a little awkward initially, but that doesn't change the fact we are still going to remove that barrier and be friends once again. He even mentioned to me that if we do communicate and meet up more often, we will not feel award with one another, instead we will be friends again. I am really contented with the way we are behaving unto this case. Thank God for reconciling friendships.
What struck me most throughout the day was this saying
"If one person dislikes you, it maybe something wrong with that person, but if the whole world dislikes you, it maybe something wrong with you."
Sometimes we are just so used to think of who we are that we forgotten to see ourselves upon how ugly we may have been to others. We do not know that within our comfort zone, we may have allowed selfishness, pride, boastfulness and etc to take a hold of us. Everyone of us wants to be somebody and without your awareness that you are who you are, you are ready somebody.
Anyway, I don't want to go into that topic because recently, I have been wondering a lot about why people come, people go. Why people make decision for others. Why decisions are made so harsh? Why people ALWAYS find themselves the EXCUSES, "Is God's plan for me!"? Too many whys. Maybe I am in the junction of a deeper understanding that sometimes in life, you have not need to know the answers before you head on in life.
I had Gelare with those special ones in my life. I am just so joyful to have my time spent with each and everyone of them. Though I have already left and meeting up with them maybe so tough, still when they are out, they remember me. I am so happy. Just so thankful that in my life I met wonderful, faithful and humble children of God like they are.
I am so blessed with friends and I love all my friends.
Sunshine club (includes TomSumJo & Gil)
Love,
Daphne_Chloe
PS : Pray for me that if I ever go to an interview for SOT, pray that I could answer the questions with the wisdom of God. I am really keen to enter School of Theology. -Come What May-
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