Friday, February 22, 2008
Everyone of us need a friend and some day may come when we have no friend at all, remember I will always be a friend the way you met me.
Recently I have been back talking to a friend of mine who once played an important role in my life. It was since my birthday last year our conversation eliminates, cause I knew I needed time to heal from the wound and know I am fine, I believe the friendship will always be there. Our conversation that started 2 days ago went on pretty ugly because he chose to shut himself up and thinking he is the only victims in the whole situation of what he is facing today. He is using drinks to numb himself and girls to "repay evil with evil". There were pain in my heart when he mentioned those words through MSN, because he wasn't like these!
He insisted that he had changed and he is no longer the boy I used to know since last May. It broke my heart even more to know that this child of God has chose to follow the world and the footsteps of "irritating" man. I don't know what more to say or even to describe but to really commit him back to the arms of God who understands his every needs.
It really breaks my heart to see people in agony and helpless. I want to help yet there seems nothing that I can do. How long do I have to wait? I just wonder, focusing on the right thing and also thinking of the wrong thing! -contradicting-
People live and people die too!
People come and people leave!
Each time I just feel I can't move on anymore
I take time to think of Him
Sing about the wonderful things You have done
About my life
The life You used Your life to pay for
Though I never understand why I had to go through life this way
Still Lord, I pray You will teach me to walk this life faithful and true
*Excited about CG tonight and overnight prayer meeting*
*Can't wait for Service with Pastor Ulf Ekman having my love ones beside me*
*I am meeting my dearest ones on Monday!*
*My dear Rachel is going back to Perth on Monday. -sad-*
*Driving lesson on Wednesday, TP on 26 March. -scared-*
*Drew, will be back soon! 27 Feb*
*Work, Work, Work. I need a PT job.*
*Decision on SOT?! -deadline 29Feb-
---to be continued---
love,
Daphne_Chloe
12:12:00 PM
