Tuesday, January 15, 2008
This is my 300th POST!
I am just blessed by the Lord recently, through His Word, His Presence, His people. I have not have such great peace and joy in my life for a period of time. I am really thankful.
I can't help but to be really thankful that when I was down, there is someone out there who is willing to pull me up, teaching and sharing with me that life is so much more about happiness and not pain. We shared about life and how I was thought to look at things from a different perspective. We all had fell before, so why then crucify someone when he/she is seeking forgiveness. I know I maybe shallow, I know I maybe even expecting too much, but because of what I have held back, I often think I deserve it.
It was for a moment that I was thinking, is it time for me to lower down my standard? Am I giving in to someone out of love? Should I still keep everything there and make people think as if I am someone who is trying to play hard to get? I am not sure also.
Out of love, I am willing to change everything, but then again, if I do, am I not respecting what I had held on so long? Is it alright to give away my first lip kiss? Am I tempted? Ooo, what am I searching for now?
8 months time, my covenant (being single) with my Lord will come to an end. From now till then, I am going to give my best for my King. I am going in depth with my Beloved. Changes are what's necessary for me to grow, changes are what will mould me as a better person. Changes are what required for me now. As I see the changes, I am still FOCUS that my love for my King is what I am hungry for this season.
*I am not seeing someone, I just have a special "FEELING" on someone.*
PS: I know what I am doing, stop hinting to me and tell me what I should do and what I shouldn't. If you can't experience with me, don't try to hurt me.
With love,
Daphne_Chloe_Faith
3:19:00 PM
