A little bit more about my life, Friday 7th December2007, I know this day has marked as the best day for me, I really grown up and set my feet on moving on. I am thankful that it no longer hurts like it used to be and like I wrote on my nick, forgiving is tough, forgetting is worst. I know is almost impossible to forget someone who had walked into my life, so I don’t wish to do the impossible now, coz it does me no good. I thought I can be friend with you but you chose to close that door, and when I have to start the ball rolling again, you were cold. I guess I got the answer that, there is no point for me to do anything more than to give up on this. It hurts but then again, I rather it be now! It’s been 2 months; MIND YOU, IS 2 MONTH. I do have a big and generous heart to give us as friends a second chance but then you throw it away. I thought I could smile at you when I saw you, but little did I expect I walked away. I guess, it maybe better this way. (If you ever read this, you know who you are. I’m sorry I can no longer bring myself to smile anymore.)
It’s been a tough week for me, having to rush out 8 products of design which is SUPER TIME WASTING (CONSUMING, I MEAN). I have 5 nights where I slept at 3am and having to wake up at 6am to be in school for my 8am lessons. It was really a frenzied week throughout my Poly life, but I thank God, I had overcome it and understand that this is really part and parcel of studying. I may not produce the best results of my products but I do agreed that, is the best of what I can do, so NO REGRETS. Now, I will be preparing for my Common Test, one paper on Monday 4.30pm and the second one on Wednesday 2pm. (Do keep me in prayer that God’s wisdom will be fine, because I am pretty bad in memorizing TEXTS).
I believe after 12 December, I will be slightly free, but not forgetting I have piles of projects that I have to submit when the new term starts again. Yet in any case, I do need to give myself a break and I thank God for so many friends out there who are booking me out during my holidays. I can’t promise to be the cheerful me because I know braces will sure hurt me, but then again, I hope we will just enjoy each other presence. I am waiting for our catch up!
A joyful time is coming! I told myself that I am giving my best to God. I will die to self and live for Christ this coming year, as God increases Himself in my life and I hope the story of My First Christmas in Heaven melts your heart like it had to me.
"My First Christmas in Heaven"
I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below with tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow the sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear, for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring. For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart but I am not so far away, we really aren't apart. So be happy for me, dear ones, You know I hold you dear. And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above. I sent you each a memory of my undying love. After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do. For I can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear. Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
Author Unknown
Advanced Merry Christmas to all of you.
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