I never expect people to change so fast. Time really waits for no man, because changes DO HAPPEN DAILY. I know I have changed too, for the better or for the worst, PEOPLE is NOT FOR YOU TO JUDGE. I am really tired of people trying to be closed yet when you want to share what’s in your life; they talked so much more about themselves. Friends are so not real towards you because they have their own life that they can’t be bothered about yours.
I am really tired of sharing, so I will just be what I used to be; LISTENING. Yet when I choose to just listen, such RUBBISH has to happen. Give me a chance to share and you will know what me/we are THINKING. A tiny soul/heart will be firmed up or tarnished by YOU ALONE.
I need a place to pour out my heart, a place where I know when I share, people will not think I am bitching or even gossiping. I wish I could just do so. I wish my sharing out will not because of anything like right or wrong, but to voice out my little “accent” to share my heartfelt BEAT. Bottling up kills yet how much to trust you when I share? You spoilt yourself by “SHARING” what’s mine to others!
Where is the friend of mine who once was there to listen to what I have to say, now? Where is that friend who was once so close in my life? Where is that friend whom I can share my LIFE out; my church, my family, my life; my all to be exact? Where are you? I had moved on in life, pressing to forget those good old memories; but pal, I really miss you. [I wonder if you even know who you are]
I felt lost fighting this world alone, having bombarded by what YOU dislike about me! People give me a break, if you can’t be bothered about my life and all the happenings please stop trying to POO SOME SHIT and LEAVE! If you think you can’t stand me, then don’t get any nearer. I will HURT.
Life goes on for all of us; is a FACT no one can change.
*I am not sorry for the words I used! LIKE I SAID, IF YOU CAN’T TAKE IT, LEAVE IT!*
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