Looking back upon this year, I could see myself in tears and in joy. I grew up a lot mentality. I was pushed to situations of which I never experience. Getting a hold of something new was out of the ordinary path which I will take, but FEELINGS caught hold of the weak side of me. Now it is marked as the memorable and the time of my life. No regrets!
Just had a chat with someone and I knew she still cares a lot for me though we are miles apart. She asked about my arms and she casually reminded me that I lost my hard disk in Beijing in a nice way. I still miss my hard disk a little at times because I bought it JUST BEFORE I WENT BEIJING and I LOST IT WHEN I AM BACK, well you see, is MONEY! I miss and it still hurts a little to know all my documents were lost. Yet I am reminded, life moves on. After 4 months back in Singapore, I had finally overcome the pain to lose something. It was a tough journey, but didn’t God promise me this before; With ME everything is POSSIBLE. It maybe long, but life is all along learning and growing; learning to accept the things and changes that I CAN’T change, growing to adapt to the things and changes that I have or are taken away from me.
Once is lost, it may be gone for life
Once is gone, is time to move on
As I write this post, I am telling myself is tough to move on. Nonetheless, to lose something is normal, but have you never tried losing something so closed to you, not to mention a person, but a CHARACTER. I thought I lost myself along the way, least that I realized I am still where I am but something in me is gone. I lost my NEVER GIVE UP SPIRIT, PRIDE, JOY and maybe EVEN THE FEELINGS to FEEL again.
Anyway, I don’t know what to post here anymore. I am just blogging to share a little more! I am enjoying all that I have today and to treasure it to the fullest of what I can.
"When things come to a quagmire, we know it's time to let go.”
GREAT NEWS. I AM PUTTING ON MY BRACES ON 15th DECEMBER 2007 instead of 18th DECEMEBER 2007, so it means, in 15 days from now, you will see my teeth with something so new! I am excited yet I am afraid because I know it hurts. In any case, remember life move on no matter what happened, for you and for me; it will have to move on. Time waits for no man.
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