Friday, February 16, 2007

Falling in love with you is one of the hardest things I've ever done
Some people find that strange because they haven't been fighting their heart for years
I’m waiting for my courage to open-up
To share the reasons why I start to change my direction
When I speak to you

I'm still waiting for the numbness that refuses to come
From all the smiles you gave me to the phrases you choose and right into your eyes
I know we can be best friends
Yet my heart fails me as I think I'm in love with you
I'm convinced that you care for me but I can't be sure
I can't tell you my feelings
I can't hear you tell me yours too
You're the “boy” I want
So I wondered with this question, “Can we ever be together?”
The answer to that is what really leaves me numb
Never will I understand

Why my love denies my hand
My thoughts
My dreams
You’re always there
When will you see how much I really care
Such little time I’ve had spent with you
But is enough to know my love is true
The further you drift away from me
The more I feel I’ll never be free
Perhaps I should just let you go
Your love maybe I should not know
My love and friendship is always here
And if you should ever shed a tear
My arms are here to hold you tight
For I will always be your light