Friday, January 19, 2007
IT IS FOR YOU (ASK YOUR CONSCIOUS AND YOU WILL KNOW WHO YOU ARE: SURELY YOU KNOW I AM REFERING TO YOU AND IT IS YOU)
I AM NOT PESSIMISTIC FOR GOODNESS SAKE. WHEN I THINK OF NEGATIVE STUFFS IT IS BECAUSE YOU HAD FORCED ME TO DO SO. YOUR ACTIONS SIMPLY JUST PUSHED ME TO THE MAXIMUM LIMIT TO THINK HOW SELFISH AND UGLY YOU CAN BE. IT WAS A LONG JOURNEY WHERE I ALLOWED YOU TO GAIN MY TRUST, AND BECAUSE OF PEOPLE WHOM YOU THINK IS "BETTER", YOU LEFT WITHOUT A WORD. WE ARE TOTAL STRANGER NOW, JUST AT TIMES YOU TRY TO TALK TO ME. GOODNESS, I DON'T NEED YOU TO FAKE YOUR LIFE IN FRONT OF ME, I KNOW YOU HAD MADE USED ENOUGH OF ME. THEN LEAVE, STOP TRYING TO BE NICE. I'M MORE HURT WHEN ALL I SEE IS HISTROY REPEATING ITSELF.
SERIOUSLY, I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO TELL ME WHAT I NEEDED TO DO FOR MY LIFE. I HAVE A LIFE THAT I AM HAPPY WITH, A LIFE OF WHICH GOD IS IN CONTROL. PLEASE, LEAVE ME FOR ALL I CARE, AND STOP TRYING TO BE A BACK-STABBER. STOP MAKING ME CRY IN THE NIGHT TO SEE YOU TREATING OTHERS BETTER THAN WE USED TO BE.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE NONSENSE AND I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IF YOU WILL KEEP YOUR MOUTH TO YOURSELF AND REFLECT HOW WORDS CAN HURT A SOUL. I HAVE SO MUCH TO VENT OUT BUT THEN I WILL STOP HERE TO LET YOU THINK WHAT REALLY SHOULD BE DONE.
*FOR READERS, IF YOU HAVE ANY COMMENTS TO SAY, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF UNLESS YOU THINK IT WILL SOLVE MY PORBLEM. IF YOU ARE THINKING THAT I SHOULD THINK ABOUT IT TOO, LET ME SAID, I HAVE PONDERED AND WONDERED WHY THIS FRIENDSHIP HAD TURNED THIS WAY, AND IT WAS BECAUSE THAT PERIOD OF TIME WHEN I WAS FAR, I FACED FAMILY PROBLEMS. READ IT "FAMILY PROBLEMS" AND MIND YOU, THAT PERSON WAS NOWHERE NEAR MY SIGHT. READERS, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU BUT SERIOUSLY, YOU WILL TRULY BE APPRECIATE IF YOU WERE TO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT TOO.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I HAD CHOSEN TO LEAVE TO SAVE MY TEARS IN MY HEART.
IF IT IS NOT YOU, THEN JUST READ IT. IF IT YOU, SORRY BUT TO SAY. THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH HAVE YOU MAKE USE OF ME AND FELT NO GUILT ABOUT.
SIGNING OFF
DAPHNECHLOE
11:49:00 PM
