Wednesday, October 04, 2006
The horrible month of the year had passed yet I am still in the shock of disappointment. I came to the bottom line which I had understood I am a NOBODY to you. It is just so impossible for you to remember my birthday but to any others you spend your day. Gosh, I AM JEALOUS. I admit I am. Once again, I would say NEVERMIND. [Sweep under the carpet]
I was so happy that one of my biggest wish had come true –to have him wishing me Happy Birthday. Though it was like Happy Belated Birthday but I am so overwhelmed when you did. You painted the darkest birthday to a colorful, memorable birthday. Thank you. If ever you read which I know you don’t, “Please don’t feel bad for not spending my birthday with me. I am fine. I know you remember it and you thought of me recently; I appreciate. This is more that enough. ”
2 more days and I will be in India serving the Lord and the people there. I am so excited. Continue to pray for me and if you think you would like to be my prayer partners, you can always message me (latest Friday morning) so that I can email you. I will be back with a wonderful story for how God has been awesome throughout the whole trip. Meantime, all my friends do take care of yourself. To the small him, I will miss you over there but sorry you had to come second because God will be my focus over there. ? I will miss my family members but then I will call back home. Lastly, JOASH TAN, I WILL MISS YOU LOT LOT.
1:58:00 PM
