Thursday, September 14, 2006
This is a day where many of us are waiting for. It happens only once a year. We celebrate and enjoy this day with our love ones and friends. Like many, I had been waiting for this day to come especially this year because in every 19 years, you will have both your "english" and "lunar" birthday TOGETHER. Yet while waiting and excited about it, the day had arrived and it was the worst day of my life.
Wanna know why? (SHOULD I?? - People please don't be affected)
At midnight, on the dot of 13 September 2006. NO ONE WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY. The very first person to message me was because I wished him (same birthday). Offically, the very first person to message me is none of my best friends, she is my prayer partner. HEART BROKEN ONCE!
I woke up early, very early due to the many smses sent by friends and friends I don't expect. I am thankfully that there are so many people who remembers my birthday and wished me through different ways. I really appreicate. Thank you. Though I am thankful, yet I'm not happy. Sorry but to say, 1000 people wishes can never beat your 1 sms. Yet you NEVER even said Happy Birthday to me. HEART BROKEN TWICE! - SUPER BROKEN
I know many of us are busy or super busy but we still ought to have our dinner, don't we? The worst thing HAPPENED! NO ONE ASKED ME OUT. I was HOME the whole day,facing my precious Laptop. I felt so lonely and sad cause NO ONE remembers me. My heart broke. I thought the least I will be getting is spending time with my mother since my father is in China. YOU KNOW WHAT? She went out in the night to meet her friends leaving me at home. Thank God she bought me food else you will have to imagine a BIRTHDAY GIRL eats MAGGI NOODLE. HEART BROKEN THRICE!
This year, I was craving for Swensens Ice-Cream with friends singing me a lovely sweet birthday song. IS GONE. I was hoping to have a Crumbler(how you spell it) Bag and it gone too due to the price. I wanted a MP3. Don't even dare to dream on since it is so expensive. Least was, I want a birthday card to at least allow me to know I am really appreciated. NONE OF THESE WERE GIVEN. THE FORTH TIME- HEART BROKEN!
***People don't think of getting me those that I had mentioned, cause is NOT THE SAME ANYMORE***
How to be happy? HOW? When this is what you receive on your birthay?
5:33:00 PM
