Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Thank God for exams and of course for lecturers who had given us tips for the exams. Well, not forgetting people who prayed alongside with me in my exams period. Now exams are over and I am so happy because that means no stress and late nights. There are times to be stress and to work, there are also time to play and relax and NOW is the time to play.
My family and I had headed down to Genting Highland on saturday night(2/9/06) and just got ourselves back on monday night (4/9/06). It wasn't my first trip there so I'm not really keen and excited.
Over there, the weather was not as cold as people thought but it is still cold and I didn't take a lot of pictures because the view there is worst that Singapore due to the dark black clouds. It was pouring since we reached there and thus made the whole trip BORING. I walked round and round the shopping centre and came to NOTHING that I would like to buy, except a magnet which I can have my photo but I DON'T HAVE A PHOTO WITH ME, else I will have a magnet with me and my dear one. sobz..
Nothing much done, and needed to be done so just go there and relax but throughout the whole trip I was missing him, imagining how great it will be if he is right there beside me. "dream on!" We reached Singapore at 11pm on monday night feeling so tired on the TOUGH ROAD IN THE UNCOMFORTABLE BUS but nonetheless, I thank God for this trip up to Genting with my family. Thank you God for your safety and your protection.
I had been through tough times that I can only explain and tell God cause people around me are thinking I am getting self-centered and SELFISH, thus there are no ways I can explain myself to share my deepest thoughts. I have to change myself but who will ever know I DID? No point telling me what is right and what is wrong, what needed to be done and what don't. Whatever is over is over, no more words needed to be said. Life goes on for me and allow me to enjoy my poly life from now till I graduate. Thank you.
Recently, I had been missing the small him at any point of my life. I cant stand not to have him around me. I miss those time when we were out together and work together and also given the chance to just see him from a far. I MISS HIM and I SERIOUSLY DO. I thank God that this feelings are still hidden only between me and my God. People who are reading this, please don't tell me anything of what I should do and not, I know which line I cant cross. I am just MISSING him.
Anyway, I have no idea what more to say than to just end of with I MISS YOU BOY!
Days are passing so fast and I am getting so sad and lonely each day. I just want the small him on my birthday. THAT'S ALL. AM I ASKING FOR TOO MUCH?????
10:18:00 PM
