Wednesday, August 16, 2006
This is going to be another entry for my lovely blog. Hopefully, I won't end up writing a poem. Anyway, life has been like a roller coaster for me recently. I am and is still being push to do everything by myself, get the blame for not doing things people desire. Wow, this is indeed a TORTURE, but I am once again reminded is NOTHING COMPARE TO MY LORD JESUS CHRIST. So that's why I shut up and move on in life knowing very very well my God will be here with me.
There is just one thing that I felt so unfair about. Like what many will say, NOTHING IN LIFE IS FAIR. I do understand the statement but some people just make life difficult for others by making decisions to make the WHOLE WORLD feel unfair about it. What more can I do and say, than to humble myself and ACCEPT the LOUSY decisions you all had made, because I love my Lord and I know I ought to summit to AUTHORITY. I really wish I was out of this system once and for ALL. Nonetheless, there is still a SOLID year to go through, and I am just wondering if I should carry on. God please speaks to me with regards in this matter.
Leave that aside. There are so many things piling up in my schedule and there are so many SAD happenings happen around me. I can only CRY OUT TO GOD..HAVE MERCY ON ME. Please hold me though this storm to allow me to have a deeper understanding that indeed You are the God, Almighty.
By the way, there is this one short story to share with you.
By now, many people should know that I am going for a short Mission Trip this October. From October 6 to the 16 of October, heading to India. I am really very glad and excited that God had arranged this possible for me when I prayed about going for a mission trip since the beginning of this year. People, God hears our prayers and many a times God did not answer is because is just not the right time. Understand!
Anyway, for the whole month of August, we as a team has some "theory" lessons of how we should work with one another, how to give up our own rights to serve the Lord cheerfully, how to do children works and etc, also in the month of September, we will have all the practical works. The skit, the cutting of papers for the children works and a lot more. I am indeed excited to go, so I pray that God will mould me and prepare me now, spiritually, mentally, emotionally and of course physically.
I had told my parents about the trip and well to sum up the whole trip financially, it is not very cheap. Though my family could afford to support me through but I want them to have a breakthrough this time round with me and my church. Therefore, I am really entrusting the Lord to bring me there financially too. I know I am there to serve the Lord and to do the work of my Father in Heaven and not there to enjoy myself (which I think i will enjoy myself because I am WORKING WITH CHILDREN). Therefore, I do not want my mother to "complained" saying, I give you money yet you are there not to enjoy yourself. (you get me)
I want my parents to see that I will be able to go through and enjoy myself in India bcause the Lord my God had made it possible for me. I don't want them to see that I am using their money to go for Mission Trip(s), yet I want them to see and understand that the Lord is Almighty and He provides to EVERY of His children. People, out there do pray with me as I really prepare myself for this mission trip. Do keep me in prayer and if you like to be my prayer partner, you can leave me a message and I will get back to you asap with the prayer pointers. Anyway, thanks for hearing me out. Remember I am sure God will make this story I had shared to be a testimony to Glorify His Holy Name.
In winter and slience journey
You are there
With pain and struggles daily
You are there
When I am asleep or awake
You are there
Enjoying lovely and sweet moments
You are there
My God and My King
I thank You for always being there
There when I find You and when I don't
Thank You for everything
I love You my Lord Jesus
Always and Forever
Take care peeps
Sharing His Love
Daphne_Chloe
2:07:00 PM
