Sunday, July 02, 2006
Recently, I had been rather busy due to the school Common Test. I am really thankful to God that He who bring me thus far and brought me through once again. Thank God. I can darely said I tried my best with no regret that whatever result I receive, I will give glory to God. Now is rushing for my ActionScript Project. It is really a tough one that can allow me to pull all my hair off my head, yet miracliously I had yet to give up. God's grace is pouring on me, that's why.
School academic aside. VoiceOut 2006/07 is coming. I am rather excited to see in come and past not because I hope is over, but rather after struggling so long as a team, I believe is time we show everyone all that we had prepared. As a team, we went through a lot, but nonetheless, we are still a team that stand the highest and strongest. Love you guys always and let us continue to work that extra harder to see VoiceOut turn to be a great success.
Now is school everything off. Recently everything had been just that great for me. The sweetness of God's grace and mercy on my lips, His favour upon me. Really, if anything in my mind says negative things about my God, I will REBUKE it in Jesus's name because my God is a FOREVER REAL GOD, not just in the history 2000 years ago, nor yesterday, but today and forever more, He is real and He is great. Trust me or rather trust Him, as you yourself experiencing it yourself.
Had some great time with one special and unique friend yesterday. She is awesome, she is brave, she is simply a "young" woman who seek God earnestly. Indeed, as I get to know her more, I found a lot of myself in her and our conversation never ends. We give each other our full attention and trust each other in the journey ahead. We are super close nor understand each other very well but slowly we will reach there as we are walking that direction. I messaged her yesterday night and she is so funny, okay. She told me this morning, "I almost cry." Hey, I didn't have any intention to do so, is just from the bottom of my heart.
Sometimes, I find myself so "kan chiong" that I feel time is not the solution and just wanna jump to conclusion. Yet in life, though time is not everything, but time is the foundation of everything. Truly in this friendship, time is the source of how strong it will go. Gal, like I said, bad times will pass by fast cause time will never heal the pain, is only God the healer, who does it. My promise to you is that I may not understand what you are going through, simply because I am not you, but I can always be the person who will be there for you to accompany you do anything. So much so that I grow to love you more.
I wonder at times, did God create us same yet different. I wanna do crazy things with you, I wanna have emo talks with you, I wanna be serious together with you when is work times. I wanna grow together with you to be the Woman after God's own heart. I wanna do all with you, throgh tears and pain, joy and laughter. Girl, indeed in you, I enjoy amy life more with God cause He had sent a sweet angel like you to me. So much I want to say, yet I guess silence at times is powerful. May God be the center and the head of our everlasting friendship.
After reading so much, I hope you people didn't get the wrong idea of me loving another girl, but yet she is really someone special in my heart since she stomped her foot in my heart. You know who you are and truly I can only say Thank God dearie.
Fire burning in me to grow myself closer
Ice breaker is here to tear down the blocker
I am a Christ-seeker
Bring more people like you and me higher
Friends I am here
The same one you know long long time ago
I will grow to be like the friend you always been
5:48:00 PM
