Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Painful Times
I just want to write it out for you
To remember and to ponder
I'll spill every bits out of me
To make you realise i exist
Hi with a second glance
Pretending was forever done
Looking from far
You just cant let go of your pride
Why bother to look again
When you don't like me at all
Said we are friends
Yet Hi was all you know
I cried inside of me
When someone i like turn his face
I comfort myself
Saying he will never be the one
Reality is still reality
I love you means i seriously do
I pour out my broken pieces
Thinking with your compassion
You will fixed for me
But you look for once
And say
"Is too tough for me, I am sorry!"
I want to bless you
To give you my blessings
But i cant humble myself to do it
I always wish to see you will be happy
Promise myself to stay from you
Then I cant force myself to cover up
Loving you was a mistake to you
Loving you was never a regret to me
I don't understand why do you say those words to me
When i said i like you
"I don't know about the future
I can't judge; Maybe is possible."
How much more do you want me to get hurt
Knowing you are being flattered i am being crush
Tough was the action of letting go
Pain was the hurt of giving up
Let all be now then future
Would love you to know this:
I had never regret loving you
I will never forget you
It was never a mistake to fall for you
I will open the door ever for you
I LOVE YOU
2:55:00 PM
