Thursday, September 01, 2005
The tears that hurt my eyes and my heart
Again we crossed one another's life
You just walked
This time I am very sure you didn't realise I was there
It wasn't so much of pain yet more of disappointment
Seeing you just walked passed
There is nothing much I can do
I knew I didn't turn back and look at you the second time
Not because my feelings for you is gone
But because I want a breakthrough this time
Again you walked passed me without realising i was there
I stand there, alone
When you walked passed the thousands around you.
Emotions run through me
My being in the cosy of your presense
With my eyes closed, I hear your footsteps.
I feel a calm solitude,
A beautiful separation.
I am awed by the beauty around me because of you.
Being isolated from the fallen world,
Is so purifying.
Isolated from everything unexciting;
Away from ugliness & degradation,
Alone in a beautiful world.
Yet when you step in,
You turned your face away from me.
I know I am not the perfect girl you are looking for
Forever I'll never be the idea one
Because you never take the chance for yourself to step into my life
I cried within myself
I knew I can hold no longer
Letting you go
My prayer I leave with you
Silent prayer for you unto Him
To you my friend.
7:03:00 PM
