Friday, September 16, 2005
Slience motivation from HeavenA thought of you came when i realised least
Seeing you was my greatest desire
Emotions overwhelmed me
Desires get me in to it; That's it!
Found out 17 years of rubbish
I could not feel but to admit
Yet i found a place to turn,
Change all over again
Beliving or not,
He loves me so much that He gave me
a SECOND chance
13 September 1987 I was brought to the world14 December 2001I was brought to the Kingdom13 September 2005I renewed His love and share it with the worldI tried so hard to think I would be loved by you
Day and night wishing and hoping
It never comes true,
It was never real.
Though I thought was possible
Yet you never agreed
Finally
I came to realise
Foolish was me to hope and to wait
Wondering if i let go,
Am i standing in solitude again?
13 September 2005
Again I made it
I promised the One in Heaven
I surrender, I give up!
He.. IN-CHARGE.
I saw myself with tears running down
Not just the pain of it
Yet more of the joy that i had overcome it
Making a real tough decision
I choose to wait upon the Lord
13 September 2005
My covenant renewed
No more foolish and rubbish acts
Just a pure and faithful heart to Him
Commiting myself to serve Him only
Lord, i give you my best years.
13 September 2008Will i then invite you in my life again.Meanwhile, I bid goodbye To the power of Humans' love!
6:11:00 PM
