Monday, November 10, 2003
On 8 october, i have told you that i am giving up.. I am really giving.. I simply had enough of you. The hurts that you gave are enough for me to carry myself to fall everytime new things appeared.. I had enough.. You replied me by saying you want to be my friend, so i am waiting what will you do when you are.. Friend was what you said, but i want to see what you will do..
Life continues for me, with you and without you..After this, i am sorry to those who loves me that i can't give you people a chance.. I am sorry..I don't know what more i will do.. Friends are what we are searching for..
Everythings went back to normal.. I am searching for God and His everlasting words and Kingdom.. I am going to Phiippines for 11 days to serve God.. To see His word touches peoples' heart.. I am looking forward to it.. But people around, please pray for me that God would opens up my parents' heart so that he allow me to go for this trip.. Pray for me too, for i will not fear of the finanical problems.. Thanks everyone..
I am learning and i have grown a lot.. Thanks for people around me, helping and guiding me.. I am no longer living in the past memories, but yet in the presents happy moments... Thanks..
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