Saturday, November 01, 2003
Lovely holidays is here.
Studying is over, but teachers kept telling us not to play too much but yet study hard because our results isn't that good, and for secondary 4N to 5N is a very great jump, but who will listen, i really don't know.. For me, my holiday are half working and half studying.. I hope i can managed my time well..
Holidays are days that we should relax and think only about what we loves to do, but for me, holidays are just days of my reflection.. All that i can do was to think, think and think... Because darkness was what I see now, people can't be trusted, people leaving and they are those that are close to me, so what will i feel.. Lost in this wide wide world, but who cares about me??
I don't know what to do now, I know I should continue this life, but the hurt that people gave will remained,can't bring me anywhere.. I should move on.. But in two weeks time, when you are back, i hope that you can talk to me, that's all... With a peacrful mind, please talk to me.. I need you to tell me everything.. Please...
For you, I love you:
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
10:52:00 AM
