Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Today, was the offical day that i am free from every form of communication with you.. You and I are over.. My heart had already die for you from the everyday that i realised all that you know how to do was to avoid.. I had enough of you, your craps and story that fake me through and how thoughtful i am to believe you.. Your confusion of love had become hurt in my heart.. But i never ever tell you how i felt, all you do was to tell others about your confusion.. The hurt that you bring had already filled all of me.. I can't stand it anymore, i am human too, i have feelings too. Whatever you want to do, go ahead for all you do, is none of my problems..
You will search for your own world and i will search for mine.. I believe i can stand firm without you and your love, though love maybe the basic requirement for everyday life..I am born not to be love by people so i have to let fate decide..I had enough and now i really believing myself is not wrong.. NO one can be trusted on earth..
Friends, I am sorry for all that i am doing.. Just leave me alone for i am not worthy of your love and care.. Enough is enough.. Me want to be alone in the wide wide world..Sorry..
Regards to you, the boy that hurt me so muh, i will never ever forgive you.. Never will i, and we aren't friends from the every minute now till the rest of our life..I am going to search for life, the meaning of this life and what's love.. Why boys are so bad that they can hurt girls..I had enough.. Now you is you, and me is me..
4:51:00 PM
