Monday, October 20, 2003
Though today, i may be look good on the physical appearance but i am still hurt in the heart.. I know what i should do and what i shouldn't.. Lessons for today was kind of slack as no teachers were really teaching..As for the last four lessons of the day was just watching "Lord of the Ring".. My school day end just like this..
I don't know what i am going through recently.. I don't know.. I am sick and tired of everything that i found in this world.. The friends, my family, and the most recent one, LOVE.. I am tired, and i had enough.. Of all the hurts that you people give.. On your mouth, how nice you told me, but deep inside your heart you people can't even be bothered.. Leave me alone, if you really don't want me.. I believe i can survive without you guys..
Love, this first time, and i think i am simply just so afraid to know others.. I had enough hurt from the first and if anyone were to hurt me again, i would rather hurt myself than people to hurt me.. Is so difficult to kind someone i love, and it will never be easy for me to forget someone i love.. I will hang on their for the time being, but i really had enough of your craps and story and fake me through.. You know my weakness, but i don't.. So maybe.... (i don't know lah, maybe you should tell me what you want me to know..)
3:03:00 PM
