Sunday, October 26, 2003
I have been working since Friday.. Is kind of fun working there.. I am working in the Star Factory at Sun Plaza.. Do visit me, but if you were to visit me, please sms me first because i am not wokring everyday everytime...
Getting myself busy is the best way to forget the hurt that people implemented to me.. Though time needs to prove that i will forget him and the hurt he gave, but i am to keep myself occupy first for this time that he isn't around..
He had told me so many lies that i didn't know until the very day that we were so called Friends.. I was hurt by him so much that i don't know how to continue because he is the only boy so far that i truly loved.. I have no idea what to do after the hurt which occurs four days ago..
Anyway, is a long story of what had happened to me.. To long to share.. But anyway, i thank those people that are by my side when when i am giving you people the coldest shoulder... Thank you..
For the time being that he isn't around, is a good time of reflection of what i want.. Of course i hope that he would treasure and realised the moments that i have gave.. The things that i never realised i will do, especially the stubborness that i owned.. But anyway, even when he is back from Holland, even when things can't be solve between us, i will still remmeber the hurt that he created, the tears that i shed for him, the heart that was broken by him.. I am willing to forgive and take back all this moments and allowed only myself to be hurt and you just go whereever you want.. I am willing to allow you to be my friend..
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