Wednesday, May 21, 2003
i really really very sick of all the things that happening around me.... how i wish this won't happened.. though i need not happened to me, but things happened to those whom i truly love... why is it so???
why things don't happened to me alone, why??? tell me why??? i hate to see those whom i love gey hurt, is really very painful in my heart....
haizz... ppl say bcoz i accepted God and my family don't, that's why the evil is unhappy but is it true??
i believe that God have alot of better plans for me... so pls God tell me what are the real reasons that You are doing this... God i really wish to know... i really can't stand this anymore.. though i know You either carry me through or teach me the way to solve it.. i thank you Lord but can i pray that Lord give me more time to heal myself... thank you Lord....
Forgive me Lord when i neglect You but i'm running away not anything else, coz i haven learn the way to faced the reality when problems come.... Teach me Lord to stay close with You Lord, i pray sincerely, guide me as Your will....Amen!!
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