Saturday, August 03, 2002
Reflect day
today supopose there is a prefect meeting and now is cancelled......
then good lor can go youth service......
haiz, times really flies......
now when i think back i am now in sec. 3
so fast and i realise that i haf in the prefectorial borad for abt 2 and a half year liao....
i rememeber that i enjoy myself in the board and i love to serve the school and being a leader to others......
but life isn't like this when i am in sec.3
i thought i would enjoy myself in the board for my sec sch life but now the board is so .....
i don't evfen know how to describe it...
i just can't stand it anymore in the board......
the feeling is like giving up but i can't bear myself to do it.......
wat should i do?
but unhappiness to myself and continue doind my prefect duty so should i give up???
i don't know......
frenz told me is my choice but i think i haf come so far.... is it worth it.....
teachers say that prefect is a learning ground for my future i know.....
teachers brought me from a nothing to a present now today....
Do i bear to give up when they haf done so much........
Wat should i do?????
i don't know too.....
i know there are alot of ppl behind supporting me but if i give like this how would they feel???
ppl who always support me, if ever i let u down bcoz of this choice that i make, I'm sorry!!
i really dunnoe what to do......
Help me
May God Bless......
11:18:00 AM